It's Over There is always a void left unfilled

[Paladin]

It always feels like there's something missing from my life. Any time I'm engaging with any of my copes there's a part of me that can never just enjoy what I'm doing in the moment. The most "fulfillment" I ever get out of my life is occasional mild entertainment.

I think that's why I desire to get a girlfriend so much. It is something that feels so unattainable for me specifically but it is the one thing I think could heal me and fill the void in my life.

 

[Myst]

it does
anyone that ascends always just seems to become a different person all of a sudden

 

[Paladin]

it does
anyone that ascends always just seems to become a different person all of a sudden

I noticed that with a friend from school. He became a different person after ascending.

 

[Myst]

I noticed that with a friend from school. He became a different person after ascending.

same

 

[DarkStar]

Yup, I know accidentally how that feels

There's always this...thing reminding me of what is missing, like some kind of elephant in the room

 

[DarkStar]

I noticed that with a friend from school. He became a different person after ascending.

How so?

 

[Darth Aries]

I thought sex doll maxxing would help, but I almost regret buying it because I feel like even more of a slave to my sexual desires than before considering I spent so much money on it, so now I feel obligated to coom in it as much as possible.

 

[Paladin]

How so?

He went from a depressed social awkward fatcel, he was in the process of losing weight when he first ascended and he was also in therapy to being way more social confident not giving off the old awkward nerdy energy.

 

[Paladin]

Yup, I know accidentally how that feels

There's always this...thing reminding me of what is missing, like some kind of elephant in the room

Just being able to have sex which is just a normal thing for most people and talked about constantly everywhere you go would increase my confidence in everything. It not feeling like some unreachable alien thing.

Just looking at what ron said after he ascended makes me feel that this isn't just me exaggerating how important this is. It really would help fill the void.

 

[RandomGuy]

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[Paladin]

View: https://youtube.com/shorts/cP0dinnscps?si=EgEUpH77kP3jzfEV

MarketBeat

I made a bit of money on crypto and it did feel pretty good. Maybe that's how I fill the void lol

 

[Paladin]

I thought sex doll maxxing would help, but I almost regret buying it because I feel like even more of a slave to my sexual desires than before considering I spent so much money on it, so now I feel obligated to coom in it as much as possible.

Yeah makes sense. I'm going to hold off on buying one for now.

 

[DarkStar]

He went from a depressed social awkward fatcel, he was in the process of losing weight when he first ascended and he was also in therapy to being way more social confident not giving off the old awkward nerdy energy.

Geez, and they tell us ascension "doesn't matter" jfl