If you played and got the cannon ending of the first STALKER game. Then you know what this means. But unfortunatly the wish granter isnt as made up or fictionall as most belive. Theres this thing, a hope for faith, a hope for somone to give us happyness. I have had that feeling. Being unlovable, unseccsessfull and failiny at many things, hasnt stopped me from falling victim of thinking these things could come to me. Of such illusions.
There are times were my mind gets drugged into thinking I have a chance. Forgetting that foids tolerate me at best, forgetting that the economy rellys on niggers, forgetting that Im in a land of demons (WA state). And when the truth re-unites with me. Its a sad ending. But theres a reason why the wish granter needs to be defeated.
Wile I cant attract foids, theres always is nevada hookers (were there legal). Theres jobs hidden that are really hiring. There are ways to happyness. Its just hidden and outside of coastal states. The wish granter, deosnt have a form in real life or sit in a dead ass fucking power plant. The wish granter is a malicous anomaly that roams in our brain. Sitting. Not doing anything else. Leading us away. Paths are almost never straight to our destiny.
As I type this. Im 26. 5 months away from turning 27. Almost fucking 30. Living at my grandmas. Working a shit job. Shit money. Stuck in circles. In a loop. But I need to remind my self to not trust the wish granter. As it will lead me away from the hidden path out of sight. Be wary. Be awake. And look outside of the ordinary. Remember what makes us crippled. So we dont walk into traps. Look out for your selfs. No one else will do it for you. If your like me you have shit parrents. So you cant trust them. You problably dont have freinds, mabe 1 at best. Arm your self. You might he homeless. You dont wanna be prey. A tool or weapon can help. House cats with claws I shit you not were able to scare bears away.
If you find a pourpose, make that pourpose for your self. You dont owe the fucking world a thing. The world hates people like us. So dont give it your love. Infact feel free to give it your hate. I may not have hate to give it but I sure feel the right to do so. Try to make freinds with other fellowcels. And be there for each other. I dont think anything is gonna happen to me. But I at least wanna have somthing as a manifesto or a meme of what I wanna say. Just as a saftey net. Any who Imma go play some ground branch. Good night.
There are times were my mind gets drugged into thinking I have a chance. Forgetting that foids tolerate me at best, forgetting that the economy rellys on niggers, forgetting that Im in a land of demons (WA state). And when the truth re-unites with me. Its a sad ending. But theres a reason why the wish granter needs to be defeated.
Wile I cant attract foids, theres always is nevada hookers (were there legal). Theres jobs hidden that are really hiring. There are ways to happyness. Its just hidden and outside of coastal states. The wish granter, deosnt have a form in real life or sit in a dead ass fucking power plant. The wish granter is a malicous anomaly that roams in our brain. Sitting. Not doing anything else. Leading us away. Paths are almost never straight to our destiny.
As I type this. Im 26. 5 months away from turning 27. Almost fucking 30. Living at my grandmas. Working a shit job. Shit money. Stuck in circles. In a loop. But I need to remind my self to not trust the wish granter. As it will lead me away from the hidden path out of sight. Be wary. Be awake. And look outside of the ordinary. Remember what makes us crippled. So we dont walk into traps. Look out for your selfs. No one else will do it for you. If your like me you have shit parrents. So you cant trust them. You problably dont have freinds, mabe 1 at best. Arm your self. You might he homeless. You dont wanna be prey. A tool or weapon can help. House cats with claws I shit you not were able to scare bears away.
If you find a pourpose, make that pourpose for your self. You dont owe the fucking world a thing. The world hates people like us. So dont give it your love. Infact feel free to give it your hate. I may not have hate to give it but I sure feel the right to do so. Try to make freinds with other fellowcels. And be there for each other. I dont think anything is gonna happen to me. But I at least wanna have somthing as a manifesto or a meme of what I wanna say. Just as a saftey net. Any who Imma go play some ground branch. Good night.
