> being isolated and treated like shit by classmates from the 4th grade on, unconscious that it was because of my ugliness
> teachers didn't help, probably because I was ugly
> parents couldn't relate, and treated my cousin (subconsciously) better
> started to become shy, introverted and develop social anxiety
> didn't talk much in the middle school , got laughed at and bullied again, people said it was because of my shit personality
> heard from classmates that my first oneitis said I was ugly
> became more social anxious and distrusting
> anxiety, pressure and stress started to destroy my appearance , people said I looked so old on photos
> got told by high school classmate that only the mody unpopular girl would want me, got rejected by her nonetheless
> popular students mocked me publicly
> reached my highest social isolation and retardation
> my looks decayed further because of that. Started to have forehead wrinkles at 18
> didn't have the balls to attend graduation parties, lost most high school contacts
> at university people still never took me seriously, never listened to what I said and made fun of me subtly
> became a complete shut-in, avoided any kind of human contact
> my physique kept rotting. Acne scars were scattered all over my face, my skin aged horribly, my body became skinny fat, my eyes always looked tired
> felt more desperate, repeated the circle
Conclusion : bad looks > mockery and isolation > mental issues > worse looks > mockery and isolation > more severe mental issues > worse looks > repeated
It's OVER
> teachers didn't help, probably because I was ugly
> parents couldn't relate, and treated my cousin (subconsciously) better
> started to become shy, introverted and develop social anxiety
> didn't talk much in the middle school , got laughed at and bullied again, people said it was because of my shit personality
> heard from classmates that my first oneitis said I was ugly
> became more social anxious and distrusting
> anxiety, pressure and stress started to destroy my appearance , people said I looked so old on photos
> got told by high school classmate that only the mody unpopular girl would want me, got rejected by her nonetheless
> popular students mocked me publicly
> reached my highest social isolation and retardation
> my looks decayed further because of that. Started to have forehead wrinkles at 18
> didn't have the balls to attend graduation parties, lost most high school contacts
> at university people still never took me seriously, never listened to what I said and made fun of me subtly
> became a complete shut-in, avoided any kind of human contact
> my physique kept rotting. Acne scars were scattered all over my face, my skin aged horribly, my body became skinny fat, my eyes always looked tired
> felt more desperate, repeated the circle
Conclusion : bad looks > mockery and isolation > mental issues > worse looks > mockery and isolation > more severe mental issues > worse looks > repeated
It's OVER
