M3llow3lectrician
God’s plan
-
- Joined
- Nov 8, 2023
- Posts
- 1,088
I genuinely think I’m a legit mentalcel. I had a psychotic break at 19 years old and was diagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder, but I was always different in school from my peers not talking very much especially to girls because of social anxiety. I remember in school sometimes a cute girl just talking to me would make my face blush really bad. So I never asked any girls out in middle school or high school and by 17 I was dealing with some serious OCD type shit and depression and dropped out of school and I’ve been socially isolated with no social circle ever since not that I really had one in school either though not with girls.
Now I’m not trying to say my looks aren’t a factor because I am 5’9 and overweight with an average face I’d say which is not good in 2024, but that alone shouldn’t have led to me ending up a 26 year old virgin. I think if I was neurotypical like my younger brother I wouldn’t even know about this forum or the black pill. I would have been less likely to end up here in this position.
Now I’m not trying to say my looks aren’t a factor because I am 5’9 and overweight with an average face I’d say which is not good in 2024, but that alone shouldn’t have led to me ending up a 26 year old virgin. I think if I was neurotypical like my younger brother I wouldn’t even know about this forum or the black pill. I would have been less likely to end up here in this position.
Last edited: