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Every now and then I have a dream where a past oneitis really likes me and shows me affection and hugs and cuddles with me and it the best most pleasureful state of bliss I ever experience, so much serotonin/dopamine. I could literally live in a dream like that forever and I wouldnt mind, all the pain of loneliness and inceldom is non existent in those dreams.
But the moment I wake up, it all disappears and I'm left with a hollow feeling in my chest and an extreme feeling of sadness and despair and anger too. Waking up like this leaves you in a suicidal mood for the rest of the day and you feel bad about everything in general.
But the moment I wake up, it all disappears and I'm left with a hollow feeling in my chest and an extreme feeling of sadness and despair and anger too. Waking up like this leaves you in a suicidal mood for the rest of the day and you feel bad about everything in general.