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schizoidcel
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It's truly horrifying knowing we can't escape the cards we were given, that we're going to die having suffered and lived a pitifully short and pointless life of failure. Look up at the night sky. It's not the stars that stare back at you, but the black, icy-cold void of nothingness. That's what is going to consume you. You will become one with that void and before long no one or anything at all will know you ever existed. You never mattered. None of humanity ever mattered. There's nothing that can save us from having lived this life of misery. I almost can't breathe anymore, to be confined in this world of pain is suffocating, it's almost unbearable. Even worse knowing that death is no true escape. That you can't actually die for good. That it's all going to repeat again and again eternally and you'll never be able to save your younger self from the same mistakes you made in the past. To be trapped in this tomb, it's a grotesque hellish nightmare.