I went to a church with my mother and sister, sat through the boring Bible reading session (I don't believe in God myself, so I just zoned out) and then sat through a speech by some pastor who was basically trying to gaslight me into believing God is real "because it says so in the Bible".
After all that there were some tables with snacks and drinks and people stood around talking with each other. That's when I met a noodlewhore with her MTN white husband who was there with her son. Even though hapas tend to lean towards Asian in appearance, this one had blonde hair, brown eyes and pale skin. There was some Asian influence in his features though. And this self-hating noodlewhore was all over her son, cuddling him, playing with his hair etc.
My mother (also a noodlewhore) remarked what a "pretty boy" he was. And this bitch (who I know longer talk to) has not provided me any kind of maternal love in my entire fucking life. To say the least.
That's when it clicked for me. If it was ME who had been born with blonde hair and brown eyes, my mother would be all over me like that noodlewhore was. Instead, I grew up isolated with no parental love, basically seen as a tool to provide money to the family. Ice queen for me, loving mother for him.
That was when I started truly believing in the blackpill. And btw I don't hate whitecels, looks trumps race most of the time it's just that whites tend to be better looking than other races, so statistically there will be less whitecels then ethnicels.
After all that there were some tables with snacks and drinks and people stood around talking with each other. That's when I met a noodlewhore with her MTN white husband who was there with her son. Even though hapas tend to lean towards Asian in appearance, this one had blonde hair, brown eyes and pale skin. There was some Asian influence in his features though. And this self-hating noodlewhore was all over her son, cuddling him, playing with his hair etc.
My mother (also a noodlewhore) remarked what a "pretty boy" he was. And this bitch (who I know longer talk to) has not provided me any kind of maternal love in my entire fucking life. To say the least.
That's when it clicked for me. If it was ME who had been born with blonde hair and brown eyes, my mother would be all over me like that noodlewhore was. Instead, I grew up isolated with no parental love, basically seen as a tool to provide money to the family. Ice queen for me, loving mother for him.
That was when I started truly believing in the blackpill. And btw I don't hate whitecels, looks trumps race most of the time it's just that whites tend to be better looking than other races, so statistically there will be less whitecels then ethnicels.
