Venting The thought of roping isnt scaring me anymore

[Deleted member 24529]

Years of depression, social phobia and other mental illnesses caused such a numbness in my brain and body that I am starting to not feel any fear of death by roping anymore. It never started and I may officially end it very soon. I have even been making specific plans on how I am going to rope, how I will get to the place I am going to do this in etc.

Just suicidemaxx bro. Fucking STar Wars Episode IV, the last cope.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I won't do it while my parents are alive. I don't want to do that to them. But after that I'll probably just use any money that I might have left to find some drugs and then overdose, slowly drifting off into the void while feeling great.

 

[tulasdanslos]

Roping is better than prison, so I'll get dangerous and then escape the consequences (in GTA Online).

 

[Gloomy existence]

same here