Some time ago, I went to a kind of sect to know more.There I were introduced to their ritual tea, a psychoactive substance that induces spiritual insights and that stuff on you. In this altered awareness state, some times you 'hear' a kind of 'voice' teaching you a lot of lessons inside your head. In one of my sessions, I learned the below.
[Trying to reproduce the exactly world I 'heard']:
"There are some vital energy centers inside you. This is the sexual energy center." - [I felt a strong pulsating sensasion mixed with libido in the region slightly above my penis]."
"This energy is the male's sexual energy that acts like a positive pole (+). This energy is continuosly been acumlated in this center. When it gets in touch with the female's sexual energy ([-]negative pole), they neutralize each other." - [at this point I felt as having intercourse]
"This is what the energies are made for, to compensate each other and achieve energetic neutraulity and then the balanced state." - [I felt like fully pacified inside].
"For females, it is the same. They are also continuously searching to get in touch with male's sexual energy to pacify their sexual energy center. Without this, they also go towards to a continuously unbalanced state."
"That is the reason you need each other so bad. There is no other way to extinguish this flame."
[End of voice narrative]
I put down everething I can remember about that episode . You can hate on religion issues as much as you want. You can call me a LARPer. But that's what happened that night (there were much more in other sessions). And I am pretty sure those ideas are not mine, I wish I could be so smart or creative.
Nowadays, reflecting about inceldom and lonely men, I see how much it fits.
That's the reason masturbation and pornography never really work. We are used to think that it is about spit the sperm outside. We are used to think that we can fool your brain with sex images. But it's not about your balls empty. It's not about stimulating your brain. It goes beyond. It could never put out the flame or restore your inner balance.
[Trying to reproduce the exactly world I 'heard']:
"There are some vital energy centers inside you. This is the sexual energy center." - [I felt a strong pulsating sensasion mixed with libido in the region slightly above my penis]."
"This energy is the male's sexual energy that acts like a positive pole (+). This energy is continuosly been acumlated in this center. When it gets in touch with the female's sexual energy ([-]negative pole), they neutralize each other." - [at this point I felt as having intercourse]
"This is what the energies are made for, to compensate each other and achieve energetic neutraulity and then the balanced state." - [I felt like fully pacified inside].
"For females, it is the same. They are also continuously searching to get in touch with male's sexual energy to pacify their sexual energy center. Without this, they also go towards to a continuously unbalanced state."
"That is the reason you need each other so bad. There is no other way to extinguish this flame."
[End of voice narrative]
I put down everething I can remember about that episode . You can hate on religion issues as much as you want. You can call me a LARPer. But that's what happened that night (there were much more in other sessions). And I am pretty sure those ideas are not mine, I wish I could be so smart or creative.
Nowadays, reflecting about inceldom and lonely men, I see how much it fits.
That's the reason masturbation and pornography never really work. We are used to think that it is about spit the sperm outside. We are used to think that we can fool your brain with sex images. But it's not about your balls empty. It's not about stimulating your brain. It goes beyond. It could never put out the flame or restore your inner balance.
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