Well I've finally found the movie scene that put the thoughts ive been having for the past year and half into a summary.
Even though it's a work of fiction the meaning of this dialogue seems to be a little bit to real.
"We are built for our ways of the acquisition of rewarding primitive chemical urges that's resulted into the ways we create meaning or try to avoid it.
Getting a primal high is the peak of the human endeavor there is no meaningless because that is the meaning of our consciousness there is lot of meaning in peoples little bubbles it's just that some are denied tangible purpose born into a realm of forced inner void. "- my take (from me not the scene)
