It's Over The suicidal thoughts are back

[Mortis]

I had them pretty consistently for 3 years now. For the first time they went away for a few weeks for no reason.

Now they're back and I actually got scared of how strong my intial urge to off myself was, it legit frightened me when it came back just now.

Totally forgot how I am 1 very bad day away from jumping head first off the nearest bridge.

I wanted to be an astronomer when I was a kid. Now I am this.

 

[Hexagon77]

They never go away for me. Every single fucking day, every hour, ever minute or 10 depending on the day.
Me too man

 

[Mortis]

They never go away for me. Every single fucking day, every hour, ever minute or 10 depending on the day.
Me too man

Great way to spend my only existence. This is absurd.

 

[Hexagon77]

Great way to spend my only existence. This is absurd.

it is what it is

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

You will have plenty of time to think about death once you are dead. That's what I say to myself to not lose my brain in the abyss.

 

[Vendetta]

brutal as shit nigga

 

[I used to wake up]

Keep hanging brocel! Dying in ur Room is some cuck shit be better than that.

 

[DonezoTheClown]

That's not good

 

[Mortis]

Keep hanging brocel! Dying in ur Room is some cuck shit be better than that.

Can't keep hanging in a free fall. The saddest thing of all is that in some point of time, I genuinely believed the "it's going to get better" meme.

 

[I used to wake up]

Also you can't truly complete life without a official bloodborne pc or ps5 port with 60 or more fps from From software

 

[Mortis]

That's not good

Story of my life

 

[Mortis]

Also you can't truly complete life without a official bloodborne pc or ps5 port with 60 or more fps from From software

I have been thinking about working so I can buy a ps5 and maybe a vr headset.

 

[I used to wake up]

Can't keep hanging in a free fall. The saddest thing of all is that in some point of time, I genuinely believed the "it's going to get better" meme.

It really just depends find the Energy somewhere why not even get ur hands dirty?

 

[I used to wake up]

I have been thinking about working so I can buy a ps5 and maybe a vr headset.

I mean the demon souls remaster will make your life better for sure with the gorgeous elden ring dlc. but don't buy the vr shit, not worth it.

 

[DarkStar]

I have been thinking about working so I can buy a ps5 and maybe a vr headset.

Nah, save up for a PC instead:
-better prices
-more sales
-options to mod games
-access to PC exclusives

 

[I used to wake up]

Nah, save up for a PC instead:
-better prices
-more sales
-options to mod games
-access to PC exclusives

"PC exclusive" only thing coming to my mind are porn games, and the pokemon shit with guns.

 

[DarkStar]

"PC exclusive" only thing coming to my mind are porn games, and the pokemon shit with guns.

Do some research, there's tons of actual good PC exclusives.

Even then, gaming on it is just better for many reasons.

 

[⭑papers]

Do some research, there's tons of actual good PC exclusives.

Even then, gaming on it is just better for many reasons.

which ones do you play

 

[DarkStar]

which ones do you play

I don't play PC, but I aspire to have a good gaming PC one day; it's one of the few things I have to actually work towards.

 

[I used to wake up]

Do some research, there's tons of actual good PC exclusives.

Even then, gaming on it is just better for many reasons.

I believe you, but playing on a console feels real nice especially story games.

 

[Old Ironsides]

I had them pretty consistently for 3 years now. For the first time they went away for a few weeks for no reason.

Now they're back and I actually got scared of how strong my intial urge to off myself was, it legit frightened me when it came back just now.

Totally forgot how I am 1 very bad day away from jumping head first off the nearest bridge.

I wanted to be an astronomer when I was a kid. Now I am this.

ThERe is a bettER way of going out.

But don't go, brocel.
We love you, and you must resist these normies wishes to eliminate you.

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

I had them pretty consistently for 3 years now. For the first time they went away for a few weeks for no reason.

Mogs me for getting rid of them for a while.

Sure, I also don't have them constantly every day like when I was being bullied from elementary to high school, but still they will never leave-

I wanted to be an astronomer when I was a kid. Now I am this.

From a wannabe-astronomer to a wannabe-astronaut.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2w3rkRM36E

 

[Mortis]

the vr shit, not worth it.

You think? I always wanted to play stuff like beat saber tbh.

 

[Mortis]

We love you, and you must resist these normies wishes to eliminate you.

 

[Mortis]

From a wannabe-astronomer to a wannabe-astronaut.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2w3rkRM36

Challenger explosion was preventable as fuck

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Challenger explosion was preventable as fuck

I'll admit I'm not very knowledgeable on that, but given how important it was, I'm genuinely surprised that they don't seem to have taken extra steps to ensure the safety of the people on board.

 

[I used to wake up]

You think? I always wanted to play stuff like beat saber tbh.

It's nice but VR on pc ist better.

 

[Confessor]

I had them pretty consistently for 3 years now. For the first time they went away for a few weeks for no reason.

Now they're back and I actually got scared of how strong my intial urge to off myself was, it legit frightened me when it came back just now.

Totally forgot how I am 1 very bad day away from jumping head first off the nearest bridge.

I wanted to be an astronomer when I was a kid. Now I am this.

Start cooming and goon your brain off. It will turn off your thoughts.

 

[Mortis]

Start cooming and goon your brain off. It will turn off your thoughts.

Born to goon.

 

[Confessor]

TikTok - Make Your Day

Tiktoks banned in my country so I can't watch it.

 

[CuckFestus837]

I personally don’t want any incel to anhero. But if you’re going to self-jihad yourself, might as well livestream it!

 

[Nagger]

Absolutely fucking brutal

 

[elnacocris]

burn anything in a sealed room and sleep, ez

 

[BornToLose]

Totally forgot how I am 1 very bad day away from jumping head first off the nearest bridge.

Relatable. Although I think cos we are so used to these dark places we are more resilient than, say, one of those foids who ropes cos of one bad day on Instagram.

 

[suicidecase]

SSRIs