The subconscious and biological urges are too powerful, they cause me great misery.

[Deleted member 7448]

The conscious part of my brain is very black-pilled, and I'm very cynical and antisocial. I do not enjoy being near people, I don't trust them or like them. Triple that for women.

And yet, despite all this, I'm haunted by the beautiful faces of the women I'm vaguely acquainted with. I imagine myself cuddling with them, kissing them. Even if I hate their guts, I'm still tortured by my own urges.

And I understand the urges, I tell my brain to stop, that it's all caused by hormones and neurotransmitters. And yet I still yearn and desire this women. The urges are way too powerful.

Perhaps the only benefit of aging will help here. Slowly but surely, this desire will fade away.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

you can't kill hope until the very end, with any luck you won't get hung up too much on the unfairness of life as that can just drive you nuts with resentment, i know too many examples of the world taking absolutely grotesque turns when it comes to fairness and my life is a nightmare.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Just masturbate and the urges will go away.

 

[Anonymous MG]

Subconscious desires can't be blocked out by even the most mentally fortified of people, you just have to suffer through them until the inevitably die out.

 

[Cuyen]

you can't kill hope until the very end, with any luck you won't get hung up too much on the unfairness of life as that can just drive you nuts with resentment, i know too many examples of the world taking absolutely grotesque turns when it comes to fairness and my life is a nightmare.