Venting The school experience of a truecel

[Mistake]

My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi. Trust me. I also have autism, but my looks are a much bigger problem, so double whammy I guess.

When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control .

i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)

As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.

Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.

@TheGrayWolf

 

[Lonelyus]

Yep this is the sign of being an incel, Ive been thru hell too and in school aswell, Im dealing with haters irl rn over a bad joke i made 1 month ago and an argument that just wont die, So i know how you feel, Its like we cant get together shake hands and drop it, The hate must go on, I also had friends who i thought was friends, They ended up leaving me and stabbing me in the back, Like i had 3 in college, After the year NO ONE of them replied and one would just cuss me out when i asked him how its going, I have no idea how everything went to shit, We were find the other day then the next day i woke up nothing bad happened day before, He was just angry at me because im white and called me whitetrash and such, Hes brazillian, I have NEVER spoken to him about race before ever and frankly i wasnt racepilled back then either, I dont believe im privileged because im also deformed, Well i ended up a loner rotting on my PS3 till the year was over, I did my tasks, Classes, Went back to dorm and rotted to offline black ops zombies, Since i was bullied and had autism i was allowed my PS3 in the dorm room, SHIT college with rules like, No booze in room, No wifi, No game consoles, No laptop etc, BUT SMARTPHONE WITH MOBILE DATA, THATS FINE!

Oh and i used to get punched in the stomachs or ribs in school tho when i was like 13 by some arab kid named Jarhead, Shit sucks but luckily nothing in my body broke.

And at the first day of school, They kneed me like george and i almost couldnt breathe, I was floyded and it was horrible, This was before floyd tho so i guess im the REAL Floyd, Floyd was ME!, Idk it seems wherever i go, People just want to argue with me or hate on me, Even a 1 month old argument comes back from the dead like a rat refusing to die in a lab, The pain and torment never ends.

 

[Mistake]

Yep this is the sign of being an incel, Ive been thru hell too and in school aswell, Im dealing with haters irl rn over a bad joke i made 1 month ago and an argument that just wont die, So i know how you feel, Its like we cant get together shake hands and drop it, The hate must go on, I also had friends who i thought was friends, They ended up leaving me and stabbing me in the back, Like i had 3 in college, After the year NO ONE of them replied and one would just cuss me out when i asked him how its going, I have no idea how everything went to shit, We were find the other day then the next day i woke up nothing bad happened day before, He was just angry at me because im white and called me whitetrash and such, Hes brazillian, I have NEVER spoken to him about race before ever and frankly i wasnt racepilled back then either, I dont believe im privileged because im also deformed, Well i ended up a loner rotting on my PS3 till the year was over, I did my tasks, Classes, Went back to dorm and rotted to offline black ops zombies, Since i was bullied and had autism i was allowed my PS3 in the dorm room, SHIT college with rules like, No booze in room, No wifi, No game consoles, No laptop etc, BUT SMARTPHONE WITH MOBILE DATA, THATS FINE!

When I was 11 I was in a small group of "friends" who turned on me over some minor shit. Then my other friend group, well I wasn't really part of it but one of the main guys in there was my childhood friend, when I was 14 they suddenly stopped talking to me and started talking shit about me, as well as laughing at me or shouting at me when I walked past them, like I was some freak animal taken from the zoo.

Oh and i used to get punched in the stomachs or ribs in school tho when i was like 13 by some arab kid named Jarhead, Shit sucks but luckily nothing in my body broke.

Brutal, he should be sent back to the shithole he came from

And at the first day of school, They kneed me like george and i almost couldnt breathe, I was floyded and it was horrible, This was before floyd tho so i guess im the REAL Floyd, Floyd was ME!

, Idk it seems wherever i go, People just want to argue with me or hate on me, Even a 1 month old argument comes back from the dead like a rat refusing to die in a lab, The pain and torment never ends.

Normies who hated me brought up stupid shit I did years back.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi. Trust me. I also have autism, but my looks are a much bigger problem, so double whammy I guess.

When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control .

i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)

As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.

Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.

@TheGrayWolf

I feel you

 

[Mistake]

I feel you

I actually just read your thread about your experiences. This world is so cruel, we don't deserve any of our suffering.

 

[Lonelyus]

When I was 11 I was in a small group of "friends" who turned on me over some minor shit. Then my other friend group, well I wasn't really part of it but one of the main guys in there was my childhood friend, when I was 14 they suddenly stopped talking to me and started talking shit about me, as well as laughing at me or shouting at me when I walked past them, like I was some freak animal taken from the zoo.

Brutal, he should be sent back to the shithole he came from



Normies who hated me brought up stupid shit I did years back.

Dam son, Thats brutal AF, Dunno what we did to deserve this but it is what it is and im running out of those too, Hugs

 

[Mistake]

Dam son, Thats brutal AF, Dunno what we did to deserve this but it is what it is and im running out of those too, Hugs

 

[Grodd]

Fucking brutal we don't deserve this pain man

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Damn bro, that is brutal and sad. I can say I understand you. You know my stories, they are very similar to yours.

I’m neither religious nor superstitious but I often strangely wonder if I might have done something bad in a potential past life.

Also, most humans are indeed evil. Look at what they do in this world… starting wars, hurting animals… and how they treat us. It’s not an excuse or anything, but a fact.

In any case, I hope you can find peace, somehow, someday. Even if it’s probably impossible to fully do so.

 

[Mistake]

In any case, I hope you can find peace, somehow, someday. Even if it’s probably impossible to fully do so.

Thank you brocel. I wish the same for you too.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Thank you brocel. I wish the same for you too.

Thank you man.

 

[Cincel]

One of the reasons of my hatred towards people is how much bullying I was into and despite I asked for help nobody was there. I am determined to make them pay somehow.

 

[Mistake]

One of the reasons of my hatred towards people is how much bullying I was into and despite I asked for help nobody was there. I am determined to make them pay somehow.

Bullying made me realise that most people are heartless and evil. Also, I'm sorry to hear that bro. This is why I don't blame school shooters for what they did

 

[Cincel]

Bullying made me realise that most people are heartless and evil. Also, I'm sorry to hear that bro. This is why I don't blame school shooters for what they did

Thanks brocel
Ik, I don't blame them neither. Lot of stress and constant harassment is enough to make somebody explode.

You right, most normies, the vast majority are selfish psychopaths, they only feel ok with themselves cuz all of them act the same way.

 

[Notkev]

My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi. Trust me. I also have autism, but my looks are a much bigger problem, so double whammy I guess.

When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control .

i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)

As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.

Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.

@TheGrayWolf

I deal with these on the daily as well man. I have been alone in all academic settings for the most part. Now near the end of university and still no relationships or sex. Here people started spreading bs rumors behind my back when I simply was minding my own fucking business, which is why I've become distrustful of most people and try to appear aggressive all the time to keep assholes at bay.

 

[Mistake]

I deal with these on the daily as well man. I have been alone in all academic settings for the most part. Now near the end of university and still no relationships or sex. Here people started spreading bs rumors behind my back when I simply was minding my own fucking business, which is why I've become distrustful of most people and try to appear aggressive all the time to keep assholes at bay.

Brutal. It was painful being alone while everyone else had friends and I was hearing about people getting gfs. I used to hear normies spread weird rumours behind my back, I just pretended like I didn't hear them.

 

[Notkev]

Brutal. It was painful being alone while everyone else had friends and I was hearing about people getting gfs. I used to hear normies spread weird rumours behind my back, I just pretended like I didn't hear them.

Man I wish things get better in our lives. I believe we can improve our quality of life in certain ways but the curse of our looks and the things we have experienced (and will experience)? We'll have to carry this weight with us to our graves unfortunately.

 

[Mistake]

Man I wish things get better in our lives. I believe we can improve our quality of life in certain ways but the curse of our looks and the things we have experienced (and will experience)? We'll have to carry this weight with us to our graves unfortunately.

Yeah, I can always indulge in copes to distract myself from reality, but eventually I'll be reminded about my looks and what I experienced because of them, especially when I see myself in the mirror

 

[UglyDumbass]

My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi. Trust me. I also have autism, but my looks are a much bigger problem, so double whammy I guess.

When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control .

i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)

As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.

Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.

@TheGrayWolf

the saddest part is that the suffering never ends. It’s not just school but it gets worst at work. At work you’re forced to interact with bullies and if you don’t like getting bullied then you are at risk of getting fired if you bother reporting anything to the manager. Basically life is just more shitty then ever before. Bullying will never end. It’s best to try hard to get a remote job

 

[Mistake]

the saddest part is that the suffering never ends. It’s not just school but it gets worst at work. At work you’re forced to interact with bullies and if you don’t like getting bullied then you are at risk of getting fired if you bother reporting anything to the manager. Basically life is just more shitty then ever before. Bullying will never end. It’s best to try hard to get a remote job

This is why I'm a NEET. I'm grateful that my mother lets me NEET. I have an autism diagnosis so I've applied for autism bux and hopefully I can get it

 

[Allah (Real)]

Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.

There was no past life, you deserved nothing that happened to you. You were just unfortunate. Reading this reminds me of my childhood, it's fucked up how the experiences of subfives across different continents are the same. And people still wonder why school shootings happen when the question they should be asking is why they think cruelty has no consequence.

 

[SrutalBeggs]

Gonna paste my "Explain your situation" here because I think it fits here, though I don't think my experiences are as bad as yours:

I am a deformed sub5 SEA-cel in Singapore. I guess I could talk about how I became blackpilled, or at least part of it here:

In high school I remember I got strangled in the staircase by some 180-something tall Chang for no reason, and I got pushed back into the wall. I don't even know why but he fucking did it for some reason. I wanted to fight back, but I was weak, powerless, and there was nothing I could do. He then let go and just walked away.

It was then I realized, or at least a part of me thought, holy fuck, tallfags could seriously fuck up shortcels easily and there's nothing I could do about it, simply because his bones (and muscles) were longer. And genes determined this, and I literally won't be able to change a thing about myself. Keep in mind I was not blackpilled yet at this point, but it served a step in making me fully blackpilled years later.

 

[Allah (Real)]

Gonna paste my "Explain your situation" here because I think it fits here, though I don't think my experiences are as bad as yours:

I am a deformed sub5 SEA-cel in Singapore. I guess I could talk about how I became blackpilled, or at least part of it here:

In high school I remember I got strangled in the staircase by some 180-something tall Chang for no reason, and I got pushed back into the wall. I don't even know why but he fucking did it for some reason. I wanted to fight back, but I was weak, powerless, and there was nothing I could do. He then let go and just walked away.

It was then I realized, or at least a part of me thought, holy fuck, tallfags could seriously fuck up shortcels easily and there's nothing I could do about it, simply because his bones (and muscles) were longer. And genes determined this, and I literally won't be able to change a thing about myself. Keep in mind I was not blackpilled yet at this point, but it served a step in making me fully blackpilled years later.

brutal. the brutal truth is that even if you were a tallcel (with a truecel face ofc) people would STILL try to fuck you up if you're a framecel or lanklet, the difference is they would do it in groups.

 

[Mistake]

Gonna paste my "Explain your situation" here because I think it fits here, though I don't think my experiences are as bad as yours:

I am a deformed sub5 SEA-cel in Singapore. I guess I could talk about how I became blackpilled, or at least part of it here:

In high school I remember I got strangled in the staircase by some 180-something tall Chang for no reason, and I got pushed back into the wall. I don't even know why but he fucking did it for some reason. I wanted to fight back, but I was weak, powerless, and there was nothing I could do. He then let go and just walked away.

It was then I realized, or at least a part of me thought, holy fuck, tallfags could seriously fuck up shortcels easily and there's nothing I could do about it, simply because his bones (and muscles) were longer. And genes determined this, and I literally won't be able to change a thing about myself. Keep in mind I was not blackpilled yet at this point, but it served a step in making me fully blackpilled years later.

Absolutely brutal. Life is not meant for short men.

 

[DutchCel01]

My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi. Trust me. I also have autism, but my looks are a much bigger problem, so double whammy I guess.

When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control .

i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)

As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.

Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.

@TheGrayWolf

I feel for you brocel, most of my life i have been bullied too. The worst was highschool before that i was always able to defend myself cause it was 1v1 then some retard puts all 3 of my bullies in the same class with me and suddenly i couldnt do anything except just take it like an abused dog.

 

[BoneHermit666]

My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi. Trust me. I also have autism, but my looks are a much bigger problem, so double whammy I guess.

When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control .

i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)

As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.

Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.

@TheGrayWolf

my looks are wreaked too. and to make things worse people around you say your a good looking guy why have you not had a girlfreind?

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi.

Mogs me that people would be brave enough to put your face as their avi. My face is a coginto hazard