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My entire life has been ruined due to my unfortunate looks. I'm not gonna send my face to anyone, because you would laugh and put it as your avi. Trust me. I also have autism, but my looks are a much bigger problem, so double whammy I guess.
When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control
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i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)
As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.
Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.
@TheGrayWolf
When I was 5, I was already a target of bullying, and throughout my childhood, some kids would blame me for things I never did, or hate me for no reason. This continued throughout puberty, until I eventually dropped out of school. I didn't understand why people hated me. I just wanted to be accepted by everyone else and make friends. But, as I grew up, I started to accept that this was simply out of my control
.i have been bullied or treated differently due to my looks since childhood. I have always been a strange, boneless looking subhuman, I'm still the same babyfaced piece of trash today but my frame isn't good and I'm 5'8 so I couldn't even have height at least. In school, normies literally shouted at me, they laughed at me, made fun of me, I scared some people that I walked past. One person even screamed. But every single fucking day, I got laughed it by somebody new, and by the usual ones. At one point, I started playing this game in my head, where I would see how long I could go without being laughed at and I would usually go less than one minute of entering the school building. I only got called ugly once, but I heard more behind my back. For example, "he looks uncanny", "he looks like (ugly character from a movie)", "he should die", "what a fucking retard (said by my childhood friend btw)" Some people called me handsome as a joke. Some foids flirted with me as a joke on different occasions, though I forgot some of the details (this isn't bragging, they did it with a sarcastic tone and couldn't hold in their laughter. The guys they actually dated were taller, NT and MTN-HTNs)
As I was walking to a shop from school, an older stranger on the street said hi to me (I assume it was to make fun of me, because of my face) and I said it back and he laughed at my voice with his friend and made fun of it. I genuinely sound like I have down syndrome, I usually have to repeat myself and some of the words I say come out slurred.
Sometimes, I just wonder if I did something really bad in a past life to deserve this. Maybe I was a chad who took his life for granted and bullied the subhumans at school, or maybe this is the only life I will ever live and unfortunately for me, it had to be this one.
@TheGrayWolf
