Incline
I just have to keep going...
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- May 1, 2019
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Every time I watch a cartoon or anime I just feel like I wanna kill myself because the world and the characters there are so much better and something I will never get to experience. I fantasies about being in a fictional world all the fucking time I waste at least 5 hours a day if no more, just dreaming about useless shit all day long and not doing anything anymore. This ratio is steadily increasing soon I will be completely consumed by the rot lifestyle. I stopped doing my job lately I will probably be fired soon at this rate since I rather just day dream instead. Doesn't even matter anymore. I am already getting old and nearing the wizard status sui fuel.
World is just so depressing for people like me there is nothing for us here. Like what the fuck am I supposed to look forward to? Getting even more uglier in the future and dying of some random sickness? Woohoo with extra hooo I guess. At least youngcels can delude themselves with the 'it gets better' meme but I can't even have that anymore and I don't even want a relationship those have been spoiled to me too. Like imagine getting married in the 21st century lmao good one no thanks I'll pass. Not like I can anyway but even if I could I don't want to marry anyone at this point unless it would literally be my soul mate but I doubt I'll find one when I can't even fucking find 1 female in the first place just good luck looking for a soul mate hahahahaha
I sit and stare at my screen all day, don't even fucking want to play any vidya because I just cba with any of this shit I just sit browse the same sites all day long listen to music and rot and there is nothing to look forward to and I fucking hate this world and all its rotten promises. Sure I guess I will fuck a hooker eventually since I ain't dying a virgin but that's about all the looking forward there is for me.
This world is just so infinitely boring and limited for an autist incel like me I tried so fucking hard to find something to do here any ambition or goal to look forward to but I just can't I just give up bros like honestly idk man fuck this shit place tbh tbh I fucking hate the it gets better meme so hard I've been told this lie for 7 years and if anything it got a lot worse.
Nice sui fuel I guess
Also most people here are fakecel so they probably read this and laugh at my misery too extra suifuel on top of it I don't even know why I vent here sometimes anymore feels like a fucking zoo here too
World is just so depressing for people like me there is nothing for us here. Like what the fuck am I supposed to look forward to? Getting even more uglier in the future and dying of some random sickness? Woohoo with extra hooo I guess. At least youngcels can delude themselves with the 'it gets better' meme but I can't even have that anymore and I don't even want a relationship those have been spoiled to me too. Like imagine getting married in the 21st century lmao good one no thanks I'll pass. Not like I can anyway but even if I could I don't want to marry anyone at this point unless it would literally be my soul mate but I doubt I'll find one when I can't even fucking find 1 female in the first place just good luck looking for a soul mate hahahahaha
I sit and stare at my screen all day, don't even fucking want to play any vidya because I just cba with any of this shit I just sit browse the same sites all day long listen to music and rot and there is nothing to look forward to and I fucking hate this world and all its rotten promises. Sure I guess I will fuck a hooker eventually since I ain't dying a virgin but that's about all the looking forward there is for me.
This world is just so infinitely boring and limited for an autist incel like me I tried so fucking hard to find something to do here any ambition or goal to look forward to but I just can't I just give up bros like honestly idk man fuck this shit place tbh tbh I fucking hate the it gets better meme so hard I've been told this lie for 7 years and if anything it got a lot worse.
Nice sui fuel I guess
Also most people here are fakecel so they probably read this and laugh at my misery too extra suifuel on top of it I don't even know why I vent here sometimes anymore feels like a fucking zoo here too