
cvh1991
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I know what you mean.Anime foids make me sad because they are literally too perfect, same with anime in general. It just makes me want to end this fucking bullshit reality we have to live in.
When I finished Persona 5 I actually felt crushing despair because it hits you that none of it was real. You have none of those friends that look up to you, none of those beautiful incredible women that want to be with you, you’re not a hero you’re a loser, etc etc.
Fiction is so much better than reality that it makes me feel awful when I escape to it because if you let yourself get immersed when you return to actual life you feel horrible and just want to die.
I don’t believe in god anymore but if there was an all powerful god(s) who built us and programmed us they clearly did it poorly and for their own selfish amusement as though we were ants for them to watch our suffering.