starting from when i was a young teenager, i was basically raised by my single mom. she never worked and just leeched off my dad. when he died, she continued to not work a "real job", and mostly just collected the profits from his business and "ran" it whenever she was free. seeing this as a youth must have brainwashed me and molded me into that type of mindset. as i got older, i always felt too good for jobs (lets face it though, most jobs actually are shit) and was fired from some and quit many others. i was actually always a very good worker, but i just had a poor work ethic and was not accustomed to working a "real job" and had anxiety doing them for extended periods. wonder where i picked up those traits from 
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i mostly wanted to play games in my room, jerk off, and ldar during my teen years and into my early 20s. i was always too introverted to wanna do much else. i never really networked in the work force, did well in school, or built any skills, life lessons, or discipline. my mother never checked me, gave me stern warnings, or taught me anything. she just kept allowing me to LDAR in her basement unphased and unbothered. i never looked up to her as a beacon of hope or some kind of idol. she didnt inspire me in any way...
im now in my 30s and on my own with bills and ive been trying to get a decent career going but cant because my past keeps coming back to haunt me. i recently applied to several jobs and none of them hired me. they didnt give specific reasons but i can only assume its from my shoddy work history which is filled with long gaps, terminations, and quits. this makes it seem that i have a bad character. im not really like that anymore, but i cant change the past sadly. i also tried applying to a position which requires a psychological evaluation and i was disqualified and deemed unfit. not because im a retard or anything, but because of my awful employment/educational history which shows negative character traits like unpredictability or poor reliability (which are no longer true).
unfortunately i cant go back in time and change the mistakes i made. so it looks like ill never be able to escape wagecuckdom into a better career and make something of myself. the point of this thread is that the parentpill matters a lot more than people think. your parents will make or break you. most homeless people, criminals, drug users, etc. come from broken homes and dysfunctional upbringings. im sick of this lie and myth that "everything is your fault". its bullshit. it is the duty of the parents to care for their young and guide them the right way. a 14 year old will be happy to LDAR with video games unless he is pushed by his parents to do something better.
an interesting thing i noticed is that almost all pro athletes, musicians, or successful people in general come from a very strong foundation. michael jordans father would make him practice basketball all day long. all great fighters were trained by their fathers/father figures nearly from birth to be fighting machines. most people with great careers are a part of a family lineage that is passed down through generations. etc.
bottom line is if you didnt receive proper guidance growing up, you are gonna be fighting an uphill battle most of your life.
...i mostly wanted to play games in my room, jerk off, and ldar during my teen years and into my early 20s. i was always too introverted to wanna do much else. i never really networked in the work force, did well in school, or built any skills, life lessons, or discipline. my mother never checked me, gave me stern warnings, or taught me anything. she just kept allowing me to LDAR in her basement unphased and unbothered. i never looked up to her as a beacon of hope or some kind of idol. she didnt inspire me in any way...
im now in my 30s and on my own with bills and ive been trying to get a decent career going but cant because my past keeps coming back to haunt me. i recently applied to several jobs and none of them hired me. they didnt give specific reasons but i can only assume its from my shoddy work history which is filled with long gaps, terminations, and quits. this makes it seem that i have a bad character. im not really like that anymore, but i cant change the past sadly. i also tried applying to a position which requires a psychological evaluation and i was disqualified and deemed unfit. not because im a retard or anything, but because of my awful employment/educational history which shows negative character traits like unpredictability or poor reliability (which are no longer true).
unfortunately i cant go back in time and change the mistakes i made. so it looks like ill never be able to escape wagecuckdom into a better career and make something of myself. the point of this thread is that the parentpill matters a lot more than people think. your parents will make or break you. most homeless people, criminals, drug users, etc. come from broken homes and dysfunctional upbringings. im sick of this lie and myth that "everything is your fault". its bullshit. it is the duty of the parents to care for their young and guide them the right way. a 14 year old will be happy to LDAR with video games unless he is pushed by his parents to do something better.
an interesting thing i noticed is that almost all pro athletes, musicians, or successful people in general come from a very strong foundation. michael jordans father would make him practice basketball all day long. all great fighters were trained by their fathers/father figures nearly from birth to be fighting machines. most people with great careers are a part of a family lineage that is passed down through generations. etc.
bottom line is if you didnt receive proper guidance growing up, you are gonna be fighting an uphill battle most of your life.
