I got diamond 3 when I was still playing, the win streak from D5 to D3 felt pretty good ngl
when I feel really happy though is when I see or read some piece of fiction I actually like/love/really enjoy. getting lost in the fantasy of a world less shit than this, with characters whom the worst of is still more interesting and complex than most real people, with laws of nature allowing for my dreams (e.g. immortality) to be fullfilled....
I think because I'm autistic as fuck I got really into reading very early as a way to see what the inner life of other people was like and how they percieved the world. This same disconnect from how other people think makes many narritive patterns that other people might find boring very engaging to me, because w/e the autor is doing with the story, it is almost never what I would have done with it or what I would have thought would be the most obvious way to continue things.
this world is shite, what I want most is all either very unlikely to happen or outright impossible, but while getting lost in a good story I can forget for a brief moment how disappointing my life is and just embrace the feeling of "what would I do in a world like that?" or "what would I do if I was in that characters shoes?"