I had the option to graduate a year early from public school due to how bad everything was at the time for me. The only thing that was stopping me was having to walk the stage with a bunch of kids I didn’t know(didn’t care so much about my own class but at least I knew them). So I turned it down then a year later I ended up at an alternative school due to how bad things got. I thought that was my second chance at building a social life for myself but boy was I wrong. By the time senior year came along, I was checked out mentally but it was in remission due to suspecting this girl going out of her way to get me to notice her but it was only due to making it easier for me to ask her out only to reject me in the end. I still am confused by her intentions during that time. But yeah as I was heads over heels with her, she got what she wanted and dropped me like I was nothing. She stopped making herself noticeable to me and then I went back to being miserable, worser then junior year but still in copium mode. I should’ve dropped out but that wasn’t gonna make life easier(and my mom wouldn’t allow it) so I finished high school “strong” and have nothing meaningful in life since(except grow a beard for half a year and wageslave, I guess).
