VincentVanCope
M̶e̶n̶t̶a̶l̶c̶e̶l̶ Mentally ill Truecel
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I've been treated like shit by girls my entire life, to the point where I can only jerk off to porn where they treat guys like shit. About a year ago now I also sent several hundred to a findomme stacey who would insult me in return before I was able to break the habit. They claim they're just providing a service for a fetish, really they're just ruthlessly exploiting vulnerable men.
It's not even worth it. It's not. You sit there turned on by the humiliation of it all, jerking off to a girl insulting you. But then the actual humiliation comes after, right after you've ejaculated. And there you are, with your dick in your hand thinking about what a pathetic excuse for a man you must be.
I've tried not jerking off before, but honestly after a few days I just thought about femdom/findom even more. Only an insane man tries the same thing over and over and expects different results, but I can't think of anything else. It won't turn you into a slayer like the retards at /r/nofap claim, but i'm going to cope and believe it will cure my femdom fetish.
You know I was really contemplating not posting about this, because I was worried about what a bunch of other virgin rotters on this forum would think of me. How sad is that.
It's not even worth it. It's not. You sit there turned on by the humiliation of it all, jerking off to a girl insulting you. But then the actual humiliation comes after, right after you've ejaculated. And there you are, with your dick in your hand thinking about what a pathetic excuse for a man you must be.
I've tried not jerking off before, but honestly after a few days I just thought about femdom/findom even more. Only an insane man tries the same thing over and over and expects different results, but I can't think of anything else. It won't turn you into a slayer like the retards at /r/nofap claim, but i'm going to cope and believe it will cure my femdom fetish.
You know I was really contemplating not posting about this, because I was worried about what a bunch of other virgin rotters on this forum would think of me. How sad is that.
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