RageFuel The one thing which no cope can save you from

[Onyx]

Before I log off and drink I'm going to explain something which is constantly in my mind and never leaves. It's something that I cannot cope with.

It's not the amount of disrespect I get form being short.

It's not the disgusted looks I constantly receive when I walk outside.

It's not the comments, laughs, insults, teasing's, mocking, name calling, threats, harassment.

I can cope with all of those.

It's the fact that I will never experience taking a girls virginity. I hope that everyone agrees that not being able to take a girls virginity is the biggest curse that could be held upon you. Every time I think about it I feel very sick and anxious. I feel like breaking everything around me. It's a thought which makes me suicidal.

Not one single cope is ever going to fix this.

If I see any faggot say something like "It's not that deep", I hope your account gets deleted forever and you kill yourself.

Goodnight.

 

[Halloween]

its brutal mang.

 

[Lonelyus]

I just wanna sleep and never wake up

 

[Halloween]

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I just wanna sleep and never wake up

 

[SewerGoat]

I just wanna sleep and never wake up

 

[Lonelyus]

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[Ambatukam Alone]

It's the fact that I will never experience taking a girls virginity. I hope that everyone agrees that not being able to take a girls virginity is the biggest curse that could be held upon you. Every time I think about it I feel very sick and anxious. I feel like breaking everything around me. It's a thought which makes me suicidal.

Meh. The most brutal part for me is the suspicion/belief that I'd never even be able to form a relationship even if: I got approached, she carried the entire thing and didn't have high enough standards, somehow fell in love with me, etc. If I can't form friendships, and I never miss first degree relatives when not seeing them, why would this be different? I think my obsession with romance is the last thing I haven't tried, that I want to check if it can soothe pain/void in my center. The frozen unease and fragility, reaching out at nothing,

 

[subpar genes]

And normie men have the audacity to say taking a girl's virginity is not a big deal. Many of them did not have that privilege either, so they are probably coping with this. A girl can have 100 sex partners and forget about most of them, but she will never forget the guy who did it first, and that's the fucking point of taking her virginity: leaving a permanent mark on her sexual psyche.

 

[Firefighter]

Goodnight b0neless
In your dreams you shall be 6'5

 

[Maki]

And normie men have the audacity to say taking a girl's virginity is not a big deal. Many of them did not have that privilege either, so they are probably coping with this. A girl can have 100 sex partners and forget about most of them, but she will never forget the guy who did it first, and that's the fucking point of taking her virginity: leaving a permanent mark on her sexual psyche.

Is that the biggest part for you, the Ego aspect?

 

[subpar genes]

Is that the biggest part for you, the Ego aspect?

It's the Maslow's hierarchy of needs.

If you don't have your primal needs met, you can't properly focus on anything else. For example, the reason men on this forum talk a lot about sex is not because they are obsessed with it, but because their brain feels like there is a space to be filled. How can you spend your life reading books and studying when you can't even have friends and the companionship of a woman?

So of course my ego will be interested in that. Spirituality and intellectuality are secondary.

 

[Maki]

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It's the Maslow's hierarchy of needs.

If you don't have your primal needs met, you can't properly focus on anything else. For example, the reason men on this forum talk a lot about sex is not because they are obsessed with it, but because their brain feels like there is a space to be filled. How can you spend your life reading books and studying when you can't even have friends and the companionship of a woman?

So of course my ego will be interested in that. Spirituality and intellectuality are secondary.

Primally I‘d argue, like other animals, humans, have the urge for sex, because it simply feels good. Primarily and primally. Obviously it‘s a reproductive mechanism and a very intelligent one as well but firstly, animals have the urge. Offspring comes after.
But that deviates somewhat from what I meant in the first place, thinking in nuance is important though
I‘m referring to what you wrote at the end: leaving a permanent mark on her sexual psyche
I think that’s interesting, can you elaborate on that?
Freud spoke of the fact that the superego of man is far more pronounced and dominant than ours, and thus his sense of self becomes more more tightly bound to judgment and worth. I‘ve read, heard and observed and it is evident that men struggle a lot more with rejection, the processing of a relationship ending, being forgotten etc. when I got rejected once (he said he has a girlfriend) I couldn’t care less and forgot about it an hour after, but it appears to be torture for men, the very thought of being rejected. It is fascinating, of course tragic too

 

[Maki]

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It's the Maslow's hierarchy of needs.

If you don't have your primal needs met, you can't properly focus on anything else. For example, the reason men on this forum talk a lot about sex is not because they are obsessed with it, but because their brain feels like there is a space to be filled. How can you spend your life reading books and studying when you can't even have friends and the companionship of a woman?

So of course my ego will be interested in that. Spirituality and intellectuality are secondary.

I don’t question the importance of sex by the way, I would never, hope there are no misunderstandings here.

 

[subpar genes]

Primally I‘d argue, like other animals, humans, have the urge for sex, because it simply feels good. Primarily and primally. Obviously it‘s a reproductive mechanism and a very intelligent one as well but firstly, animals have the urge. Offspring comes after.
But that deviates somewhat from what I meant in the first place, thinking in nuance is important though
I‘m referring to what you wrote at the end: leaving a permanent mark on her sexual psyche
I think that’s interesting, can you elaborate on that?
Freud spoke of the fact that the superego of man is far more pronounced and dominant than ours, and thus his sense of self becomes more more tightly bound to judgment and worth. I‘ve read, heard and observed and it is evident that men struggle a lot more with rejection, the processing of a relationship ending, being forgotten etc. when I got rejected once (he said he has a girlfriend) I couldn’t care less and forgot about it an hour after, but it appears to be torture for men, the very thought of being rejected. It is fascinating, of course tragic too

What I meant by leaving a permanent mark on a girl's sexual psyche is having the only individual experience a regular man is capable of: being the first to deflower her.

If you are not special, you are probably never going to do something that another man has not done, except take a girl's virginity. Other men have taken other girls' virginities, of course, but that one girl could only be deflowered by you, and this is something that stays with her for life. You became eternal in her mind, while other guys just prove what has already been tasted.

 

[subpar genes]

I don’t question the importance of sex by the way, I would never, hope there are no misunderstandings here.

No, you're good.

 

[Maki]

What I meant by leaving a permanent mark on a girl's sexual psyche is having the only individual experience a regular man is capable of: being the first to deflower her.

If you are not special, you are probably never going to do something that another man has not done, except take a girl's virginity. Other men have taken other girls' virginities, of course, but that one girl could only be deflowered by you, and this is something that stays with her for life. You became eternal in her mind, while other guys just prove what has already been tasted.

okay, understandable, thank you !

 

[Emba]

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[Zaraj11]

I never thought about it. I ideally always wanted a virgin wife, but not for the virginity, just to be each other's first. Realistically a woman who was only with 2-3 guys at most is still capable or pair bonding, at least worth trying.

 

[Grodd]

Copes are only temporary, reality always comes to collect.