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malakai
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This is a Tl:dR
Let's call her Jane.
I talk to Jane online, she knows about my struggles and everything. She disagrees with blackpill and stuff but never shunned or judged me for believing in it, we are (were) close as fuck, shared lots of stuff and everything. Anyway, I've mentioned her in my post history. Tonight I had a really low fucking night, I just felt depressed, and she said it was fine for me to vent to her any-time. So I'm spilling my guts, telling her I am sad and low on a friday night that I am alone on yet another weekend. Then, I had to do a double-take this fucking girl has the nerve to say
"I'm talking to other people - can you speed this shit up?"
I lose it, flip shit and am pretty much in tears. But I'm not indulging it, so I tell her that I'm going to bed.
I wake up to a paragraph of her saying "Hi. I can't cope with that suicide and depression stuff, it's too much. I hope you have a happy life, Malakai"
I'm still shaking. I had known her for years and she decides to up & leave after my depression gets a little bad? Is this on me?
FUCK IT i'm literally broken. I seriously thought that AWALT was untrue, I'm only to blame
Let's call her Jane.
I talk to Jane online, she knows about my struggles and everything. She disagrees with blackpill and stuff but never shunned or judged me for believing in it, we are (were) close as fuck, shared lots of stuff and everything. Anyway, I've mentioned her in my post history. Tonight I had a really low fucking night, I just felt depressed, and she said it was fine for me to vent to her any-time. So I'm spilling my guts, telling her I am sad and low on a friday night that I am alone on yet another weekend. Then, I had to do a double-take this fucking girl has the nerve to say
"I'm talking to other people - can you speed this shit up?"
I lose it, flip shit and am pretty much in tears. But I'm not indulging it, so I tell her that I'm going to bed.
I wake up to a paragraph of her saying "Hi. I can't cope with that suicide and depression stuff, it's too much. I hope you have a happy life, Malakai"
I'm still shaking. I had known her for years and she decides to up & leave after my depression gets a little bad? Is this on me?
FUCK IT i'm literally broken. I seriously thought that AWALT was untrue, I'm only to blame