Back in 2019, when I was in university, I was (and still am) a lonely inkwell who just wanted the college experience. I wanted another college girl who would love me. I was sitting down outside eating a granola bar after a test when this chick came up to me.
My first thought was, oh boy! This is my chance! I finally have a girl to talk to and could maybe go on a date with!
Nope. Before I get a singular word out, she IMMEDIATELY starts spewing a bunch of feminist nonsense off the bat. That is literally how this started. Looking back on it, I genuinely think she might have been on the spectrum. She was ranting about a bunch of feminist shit, I forgot a lot of it, but one example was that she was ranting about the times the tests were taken at (a lot of the time it could be at 6 or 7PM, and in the fall and winter, that's when it's dark where I am), and that she can't walk alone at night because she's a woman and she's vulnerable. I pretended to agree so I didn't get castrated, she seemed a bit off. I listened to like 15 minutes of straight tangents from this woman and then she just straight up said goodbye and left. Straight up the weirdest interaction I have ever had on campus. Tbh in the looks department she was probably my looksmatch, and she was skinny, had brown hair, oval glasses, probably wouldn't have minded her being my gf if she wasn't an insufferable feminist.
I can attribute this approach to the fact that I am (mostly was, definitely let myself go in the hair (facial hair and actual hair) department after 2024 or so because I just didn't/don't give a fuck anymore after I had no success in college) a well groomed and lean young man, so no one can tell that I'm "iNkWelL" off the bat because I don't physically fit the stereotype, except if they went solely based off of my face, in which case they'd be correct. But the fact is, is that was one of a few events that happened around this time that proved to me that women only view me as a beta cuck because of my appearance, and it pissed me the fuck off, blackpilled me, and honestly made me want to drive home so I could blow my brains out, especially when I looked back on how the guys who mogged me were treated.
My first thought was, oh boy! This is my chance! I finally have a girl to talk to and could maybe go on a date with!
Nope. Before I get a singular word out, she IMMEDIATELY starts spewing a bunch of feminist nonsense off the bat. That is literally how this started. Looking back on it, I genuinely think she might have been on the spectrum. She was ranting about a bunch of feminist shit, I forgot a lot of it, but one example was that she was ranting about the times the tests were taken at (a lot of the time it could be at 6 or 7PM, and in the fall and winter, that's when it's dark where I am), and that she can't walk alone at night because she's a woman and she's vulnerable. I pretended to agree so I didn't get castrated, she seemed a bit off. I listened to like 15 minutes of straight tangents from this woman and then she just straight up said goodbye and left. Straight up the weirdest interaction I have ever had on campus. Tbh in the looks department she was probably my looksmatch, and she was skinny, had brown hair, oval glasses, probably wouldn't have minded her being my gf if she wasn't an insufferable feminist.
I can attribute this approach to the fact that I am (mostly was, definitely let myself go in the hair (facial hair and actual hair) department after 2024 or so because I just didn't/don't give a fuck anymore after I had no success in college) a well groomed and lean young man, so no one can tell that I'm "iNkWelL" off the bat because I don't physically fit the stereotype, except if they went solely based off of my face, in which case they'd be correct. But the fact is, is that was one of a few events that happened around this time that proved to me that women only view me as a beta cuck because of my appearance, and it pissed me the fuck off, blackpilled me, and honestly made me want to drive home so I could blow my brains out, especially when I looked back on how the guys who mogged me were treated.
