Ryo_Hazuki
Original recipe mod from the Serge regime.
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- Nov 7, 2017
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Don't get me wrong, I still REALLY fucking hate being ugly, and my ugliness is by a wide margin the main reason for my lifelong inceldom, but at this point in my life, having a low IQ is realistically a bigger factor in why my life is shit. I'm middle aged and working a minimum wage job where most of my coworkers are zoomers. The only jobs I'm qualified for (and intellectually capable of) are equally low wage, low responsibility jobs. Most people with jobs like mine are able to do it on auto-pilot, but with my low IQ, I have to use 100 percent of my brainpower which means constantly being on fight or flight mode and high cortisol. If I was capable of getting a better job, I would have done it ages ago.
Aside from that, it's fucking embarrassing to have a low IQ. I'm the one people have to dumb things down to when everyone else understood perfectly, and sometimes even then I still don't get it. Just the other day I was talking to someone online via voice chat and he apparently came to the conclusion that I was "mentally disabled" (I never told him i have a low IQ or anything) I know because he told someone else that.
And worst of all, I'm cripplingly self-aware of how low IQ I am. Part of me is disgusted by people who lack self-awareness but part of me envies them.
Aside from that, it's fucking embarrassing to have a low IQ. I'm the one people have to dumb things down to when everyone else understood perfectly, and sometimes even then I still don't get it. Just the other day I was talking to someone online via voice chat and he apparently came to the conclusion that I was "mentally disabled" (I never told him i have a low IQ or anything) I know because he told someone else that.
And worst of all, I'm cripplingly self-aware of how low IQ I am. Part of me is disgusted by people who lack self-awareness but part of me envies them.