I still can't imagine how brutal being non-NT is as a man. I know enough regular looking men with good looking wives, they have to do more effort than chad but most of them still succeed socialliy because they don't have stupid autism. Yesterday I had met with a high-tier normie NT peer for the first time in ages. He was constantly pointing me about my autistic traits (he's right tho). After that we when to a students activity and it was so stressfull to see all the attention he got from girls. I realised again how abnormal it was that I almost never get attention from them. And when I sometimes (almost never) get a bit attention (I'm regular looking) they don't understand me and find me weird and give only short answers. It's such and injustice, I hope the human race will die as soon as possible.
makes me want to NEET. I manage to fake normie pleasantries for a while at work but it's exhausting and at some point im going to snap and end up in a mental ward (again).
