All throughout middle school I had a oneitis. I remember this because she is the only girl I ever truly liked for a prolonged period of time. I liked her because she was very friendly and she was the only girl who ever really talked to me. I talked to her occasionally in the first two years of middle school and tried to get close to her with no luck, and by the ninth grade (end of middle school where I live) I was almost fully blackpilled and never tried to talk to her because I knew I would only get rejected and make a fool of myself. There was also this one incident where I think she might have been making fun of me behind my back, but I am not sure about it. The only time I talked to her the whole year was to ask for her yearbook signature. That is it. She wrote a smiley face next to it. It is a treasured item for me. She probably doesn't remember me, but I check her instagram account from time to time. She is only getting uglier and more whorelike, but she will always hold a place in my heart for being the only girl I ever liked.
