The more you live, the more you see how you are treated like shit.
The moment you have some faith, put your expectation away for a moment, you are ultimately reminded of how others will always either have no faith or bad faith.
The more you live, the more you find out that you never really missed everything, because it was all so far from the beginning.
Anything good that could have happened would be a drop of pure water in an ever murky puddle. Once you blink, it still, indubitably, looks like shit. And there was never pure water.
The more you live, the less you expect from others.
Because to live freely is to fight fire with fire. You hate others, you loathe others, you swear to dedicate your life to proving them wrong, ruining theirs, do everything in your power to not let them win.
But then, you reach the point where you commit the greatest affront of all: You began to ignore them.
"How dare you ignore the people who have been hating you from birth?"
"How dare you not show care or empathy for people who spit in your face from the beginning?"
"How dare you not even want to work a job? You're an unemployed loser by the way."
"How dare you stopped speaking about your problems ? We have no way to beat you up without that, go on retard, say anything."
Because for any shit you did, the outcome was always the same: stagnation, and then, nothing for you, laughs for others.
Yet, the more you live, the less you remember the times where you gave a shit to them.
I do not really post here anymore, because let's be real boyos, this forum is an open aquarium for normies to look at, and i'd rather not talk here anymore for that reason.
But i wanted to share some of my thoughts lately, i think i will go back to my coma now. I wish everyone on here the best.
The moment you have some faith, put your expectation away for a moment, you are ultimately reminded of how others will always either have no faith or bad faith.
The more you live, the more you find out that you never really missed everything, because it was all so far from the beginning.
Anything good that could have happened would be a drop of pure water in an ever murky puddle. Once you blink, it still, indubitably, looks like shit. And there was never pure water.
The more you live, the less you expect from others.
Because to live freely is to fight fire with fire. You hate others, you loathe others, you swear to dedicate your life to proving them wrong, ruining theirs, do everything in your power to not let them win.
But then, you reach the point where you commit the greatest affront of all: You began to ignore them.
"How dare you ignore the people who have been hating you from birth?"
"How dare you not show care or empathy for people who spit in your face from the beginning?"
"How dare you not even want to work a job? You're an unemployed loser by the way."
"How dare you stopped speaking about your problems ? We have no way to beat you up without that, go on retard, say anything."
Because for any shit you did, the outcome was always the same: stagnation, and then, nothing for you, laughs for others.
Yet, the more you live, the less you remember the times where you gave a shit to them.
I do not really post here anymore, because let's be real boyos, this forum is an open aquarium for normies to look at, and i'd rather not talk here anymore for that reason.
But i wanted to share some of my thoughts lately, i think i will go back to my coma now. I wish everyone on here the best.
