Just one day it dawned on me at school that the most sought after guys were the good looking bullies. Popularity of a guy had a weak link with how much girls wanted them. But looks trumped all, them being bullies didn't matter at all.
There was an instance where a couple good looking bullies were literally playing piggy in the middle with some poor guys bag, like something out of an American High School film. Some girls ignored it, others looked without any reaction, a good chunk were giggling with their friends. After the bell rang and the two guys threw his bag across the room and told him to "fetch.", the girls walked on over to walk to class with the bullies, like nothing just happened. I think it was here where the blackpill really hit home, even if I didn't have the vocabulary or understanding of what it was. The feeling of the blackpill was set in stone that day.
I really envy the ogrecels here, what I would have given just to be able to deliver brutal beatings to these people.
There was an instance where a couple good looking bullies were literally playing piggy in the middle with some poor guys bag, like something out of an American High School film. Some girls ignored it, others looked without any reaction, a good chunk were giggling with their friends. After the bell rang and the two guys threw his bag across the room and told him to "fetch.", the girls walked on over to walk to class with the bullies, like nothing just happened. I think it was here where the blackpill really hit home, even if I didn't have the vocabulary or understanding of what it was. The feeling of the blackpill was set in stone that day.
I really envy the ogrecels here, what I would have given just to be able to deliver brutal beatings to these people.
