Back in August i was guarding, the room was empty, it was so solace you could listen the air whistling, even if a leave fell down you could hear it. I would stare at the sky every day, it was the only cope i had and it was then i realize how hopeless i am. Because there wasnt anything for me neither in the military nor outside, my life was just that, emtpiness. When i got out for vacation , it made no difference to me. There were no girls to go to, there was nothing, nothing, nothing, my world is an empty canvas. Sometimes i look at the stars and dream that maybe she can feel my heart beating from afar but all she feels is chad's girthy cock.
