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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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So after 220 wholesome chapters, the two main characters finally end up having sex. At 17.
This just utterly crushed me. I was shocked as not many mainstream romance mangas and anime actually show the main couple going all the way to having sex and losing their virginities. As a nearly 25 year old man who has never even gotten his first kiss, I legit teared up after being reminded of what I have missed out on life. Of how utterly alone I am. I actually cried after reading the chapter. I missed out on young love. I will probably not even be settled for by some desperate woman when older, I am so unattractive.
Now, I am not looking to date underage girls. I’m just sad that I missed out on something so important and potentially magical in life (yes I know first time sex sucks for most people but that’s not the point), and that my inexperience and the factors in getting older might make it impossible for me to ever find a good relationship, or even any. No woman is gonna want to be a 25 or 30+ year old male virgin’s first, unless he’s some super hot guy that turned down sex due to personal reasons. Especially one that is short, ugly, shy, and socially awkward like me. Doesn’t matter what she looks like or what she is, she could be deformed with giant tumors covering her face, or a Victoria’s Secret Angel, or anything. They wouldn’t want someone like me. Why would they when there are so many better men available to them?
I think it’s over for me.
This just utterly crushed me. I was shocked as not many mainstream romance mangas and anime actually show the main couple going all the way to having sex and losing their virginities. As a nearly 25 year old man who has never even gotten his first kiss, I legit teared up after being reminded of what I have missed out on life. Of how utterly alone I am. I actually cried after reading the chapter. I missed out on young love. I will probably not even be settled for by some desperate woman when older, I am so unattractive.
Now, I am not looking to date underage girls. I’m just sad that I missed out on something so important and potentially magical in life (yes I know first time sex sucks for most people but that’s not the point), and that my inexperience and the factors in getting older might make it impossible for me to ever find a good relationship, or even any. No woman is gonna want to be a 25 or 30+ year old male virgin’s first, unless he’s some super hot guy that turned down sex due to personal reasons. Especially one that is short, ugly, shy, and socially awkward like me. Doesn’t matter what she looks like or what she is, she could be deformed with giant tumors covering her face, or a Victoria’s Secret Angel, or anything. They wouldn’t want someone like me. Why would they when there are so many better men available to them?
I think it’s over for me.
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