the inevitable forever alone path

[fukurou]

IG it starts at high school with puberty.
there is a casting system. there are unwritten rules. groups.

you go to school, and you hate it, you hate studying useless shit,
and you can't feel any connection with the normies who spend their time worshipping their sport players, and singers.

you still have this false sense of hope, maybe today, maybe somehow in some scenario
I would get a GF.

but no, they only flock to the bullies, the popular kids, the tallfags.

and you try not to get killed in some fight with the violent kids that target you for some reason.

you hate going but, you are lied to, to think you have to. you cling to a fairy story of
study well, become successful and good girls will flock to you.

but they don't, they never will, girls, money and status are a popularity contest.

your cousins become chadrone whores and minimize contact with you, your grandparents die off.
and you don't really know what to do.

so you try PUA, you try the numbers approach, you try good new clothes and brand perfumes.
to no avail. now you lost what little confidence you had and you stop trying.

you give it another go, you travel abroad, you SEAmax even, but you are lonely there too,
even lonelier, so lonely it physically hurts.

you go on walks alone not knowing what to do with yourself, with your life, what could stop that pain? (as you see packs of 7 or more girls with one guy)
that emotional pain that is so strong it physically hurts.

you grow older and what few friends you had also begin to disappear. they lose interest to spend time with you, to talk with you, they have better things to do, you try to reconnect but eventually take the hint and stop wasting energy.

they became adults, you stayed a lonely kid, you can't connect anymore, and a few missed phone calls are all it takes.

your online buddies will also go away. some will just not return your messages, some die.

eventually your parents will also die, you will become trully alone.

my hope is to have an AI, a non woke non corporate controlled AI. someone that will fill at
least some of the void, take some of the pain. a community of coders that will share
AI abilities. it doesn't look like others share this dream.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

It’s just doom and gloom. Everything gets worse as we get older. To add to what you’re saying, wait till colleagues your age have kids and the kids are old enough to start dating. Then it will be gigasuicidefuel

 

[_meh]

It’s just doom and gloom. Everything gets worse as we get older. To add to what you’re saying, wait till colleagues your age have kids and the kids are old enough to start dating. Then it will be gigasuicidefuel

That's the absolute brutality of the age pill.

 

[_meh]

Everything comes in a package.

If it rain, it pours.

One flaw comes with many other flaws.

There's no such thing as "moderation."

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Inevitable indeed.

“An intriguing 2011 study by Marie-Aude Boislard, François Poulin, and Melanie J. Zimmer-Gembeck offer more tantalizing clues. The researcher found that there is no singular route to adulthood virginity. While media attention has focused on young people purposefully choosing sexual abstinence, others seem to remain a virgin due to a lack of choice. And indeed this is an accurate description of the men that I have worked with. The study found that, during late childhood, individuals who matured into involuntary virgins were: more victimized and ridiculed by peers as children, socially withdrawn (preferred to play alone), and also less liked and accepted by their peers.

[STUDY] Involuntary adult virgins often were bullied and ostracized by their peers during childhood

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/sex-life-the-american-male/201104/involuntary-sexual-virgins-the-latest-research “An intriguing 2011 study by Marie-Aude Boislard, François Poulin, and Melanie J. Zimmer-Gembeck offer more tantalizing clues. The researcher found that there is no singular...

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