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Feeshtu
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I often get poisoned and I often get stalked and followed.
So, why don’t I ever tell anyone, besides this forum?
Because I have been down that road many times before.
I just get dismissed.
The Zog don’t believe a word I say, mental health doesn’t believe a word I say, the doctors don’t believe a word I say.
I am truly a lone wolf.
I face every struggle alone.
I used to talk to a Zog foid sometimes.
I don’t mind talking to her, even though she is a zogbot, because I am not afraid of much of anything anymore.
But, I told her once that I had been poisoned.
You would think that a Zog foid would ask questions at least.
To see if an investigation was needed.
Nope.
I got dismissed immediately.
I told mental health that I had been poisoned several times.
Each time, I got dismissed.
The hospital runs test after test…..and finds nothing wrong.
But, they never test for poison.
So, I just get dismissed as some crazy guy who is imagining things.
What do you do when the people, whose job it is to help you……dismiss you?
There is no one left to turn to.
So, I just lay in bed, sick as fuck……and hope I survive it.
This whole mess has created a great distance between myself and the rest of the town.
Most of the town is always trying to kill me, and the other part of the town…….is not going to help me.
I don’t see myself as living in this town.
I live in my body.
Everywhere outside of my body, is enemy territory.
So, why don’t I ever tell anyone, besides this forum?
Because I have been down that road many times before.
I just get dismissed.
The Zog don’t believe a word I say, mental health doesn’t believe a word I say, the doctors don’t believe a word I say.
I am truly a lone wolf.
I face every struggle alone.
I used to talk to a Zog foid sometimes.
I don’t mind talking to her, even though she is a zogbot, because I am not afraid of much of anything anymore.
But, I told her once that I had been poisoned.
You would think that a Zog foid would ask questions at least.
To see if an investigation was needed.
Nope.
I got dismissed immediately.
I told mental health that I had been poisoned several times.
Each time, I got dismissed.
The hospital runs test after test…..and finds nothing wrong.
But, they never test for poison.
So, I just get dismissed as some crazy guy who is imagining things.
What do you do when the people, whose job it is to help you……dismiss you?
There is no one left to turn to.
So, I just lay in bed, sick as fuck……and hope I survive it.
This whole mess has created a great distance between myself and the rest of the town.
Most of the town is always trying to kill me, and the other part of the town…….is not going to help me.
I don’t see myself as living in this town.
I live in my body.
Everywhere outside of my body, is enemy territory.





