moggedforever
Greycel
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- Jul 22, 2023
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It's not a troll title.
I'll keep it short cuz I have no motivation and I wanna kill myself.
There's a girl I really really really REALLY fucking like (still, can't help these feelings) I'm 5'6", she's 5'5".
I asked her out once, were actually in the same group in uni. Mfw when rejection. Today I saw on her Instagram that she's dating another guy in our same group. Who is 6'0".
Now this guy is the biggest asshole I've ever seen. He's insecure, full of himself and brags about his height all the time.
And for me seeing this. It enraged me. I don't wanna kill myself kinda thing but I wanna kill them kinda thing, make them suffer. I want them both to perish from this world. Anyway. This isn't a bait fucking post btw. This is just the only place where I can talk about this without being bombarded with blue pill comments and being gaslighted.
It's a certain type of feeling. Like total defeat. I kinda just wanna chug down a whole bottle right now but I'm not going to. Cuz fuck foids. Even if I have feelings for her it doesn't matter. I'll never kill myself over a whore. I used to think that they weren't all that. I should've realized those jokes were flirtatious.. fuck. IVE LITERALLY DREAMED ABOUT THIS GIRL TWICE. IN BOTH THESE DREAMS WE WERE TOGETHER. And she loved me back. And when I woke up I felt so fucking down. I was (I know I'm a pussy for this) on the verge of tears. I cursed God for making me and this world for breaking me.
I'll keep it short cuz I have no motivation and I wanna kill myself.
There's a girl I really really really REALLY fucking like (still, can't help these feelings) I'm 5'6", she's 5'5".
I asked her out once, were actually in the same group in uni. Mfw when rejection. Today I saw on her Instagram that she's dating another guy in our same group. Who is 6'0".
Now this guy is the biggest asshole I've ever seen. He's insecure, full of himself and brags about his height all the time.
And for me seeing this. It enraged me. I don't wanna kill myself kinda thing but I wanna kill them kinda thing, make them suffer. I want them both to perish from this world. Anyway. This isn't a bait fucking post btw. This is just the only place where I can talk about this without being bombarded with blue pill comments and being gaslighted.
It's a certain type of feeling. Like total defeat. I kinda just wanna chug down a whole bottle right now but I'm not going to. Cuz fuck foids. Even if I have feelings for her it doesn't matter. I'll never kill myself over a whore. I used to think that they weren't all that. I should've realized those jokes were flirtatious.. fuck. IVE LITERALLY DREAMED ABOUT THIS GIRL TWICE. IN BOTH THESE DREAMS WE WERE TOGETHER. And she loved me back. And when I woke up I felt so fucking down. I was (I know I'm a pussy for this) on the verge of tears. I cursed God for making me and this world for breaking me.