LDAR The Game is Rigged

[TheJester]

I will take a break from .is for a while now, only rarely write because we have spoken about everything the Blackpill contains.

I also want to lower my average daily internet consumption to 3 hours because it REALLY just makes me sick and I doubt the internet can really even Show me something that I havent seen yet.

Also I wish for you guys to get off of Reddit - that shit is not good for you and argubly is the most damaging open web online Plattform.

For myself I was thinking about roping again, even tho I dont feel nearly as depressed as I did between 2019 and early 2024.

A lot has happened in my life and it unfortunately always ended up with me getting cucked. I digested that fact, as much as i digested that I will stay single for more years, possible till death.

Some parts are because I well simply dont look good enough, I am just a LTN, but beyond that I simply got no real status or money and my mentality is just so fundamentally different then from all other humans - even most of you. I am basically just straight insane and I was recently tested tested and just now got the confirmation that I have severe OCD as well.

I cant concentrate on anything really, because its whether because of a missing out on sex and relationship WHICH ARE FUNDAMENTAL NEEDS of a human being and dont let anyone ever tell you they are not, but also because of other circumstances that I already did in many of my other posts https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&sou...IQFnoECBUQAQ&usg=AOvVaw1Cn80nlXV1lL2wCMsmNpGI

I feel much as you a loser even tho I am not even a NEET - its just even wageslaving barely does anything, even with a Bachelor degree, my current job I just dislike. Its annoying really.

I barely think reality can even GIVE me anything anymore, its just too bland, draining, dreadful, demotivatingand due to Lucid Dreaming and my ENORMOUS fantasy I can simply dive into what I really want - Everything.

Some part of my neurodivergency makes that possible and that is something pretty much all other people lack, thats why I feel so Alien - I am simply barely human.

Feel free.


View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R3ipk9ro4R4&pp=ygUJYXZhbGFuY2hl

 

[VPSCel]

Lucid Dreaming

mogs me,I can't remember any of my already probably shit dreams,let alone lucid dream

 

[Nazi_Cel98]

its just even wageslaving barely does anything, even with a Bachelor degree, my current job I just dislike. Its annoying really.

this

 

[Grodd]

Nothing ever happens it was all rigged from the start

 

[HeinzKell]

Nothing ever happens it was all rigged from the start

Rigged from conception

 

[soyboycel]

I wish I could but I’m an adhdcel and also I have severe ocd compulsions if I stay away from my phone for a while I’ll have a panic attack

 

[Cincel]

Its is rigged like casinos do, an unfair game made up by foids to help chads and betabuxx normfags
Incels, we dont even play

 

[TheJester]

mogs me,I can't remember any of my already probably shit dreams,let alone lucid dream

Really? I can remember hundreds of different dreams even regular dreams.

When I was a kid I wanted to do a "Dream Diary".

I mean I could still do it now but feel like its too late.

Lucid Dreaming is just a complete different experience then anything could give you, i am serious its like the ultimate drug, its what is kinda like what the universe was ORIGINALLY designed for - to be like an omnipotent god.

If I have Lucid dreaming which especially with semen retention I can tap into, and wake up I am SWEATY like body is shivering and I immediately think "Oh fuck now I am in this ERROR (reality) again". Haha.

Some of my best Lucid Dreams I can remember:

1. Being a billionaire in a massive mansion that looks like a Cicada from the sky (the wings were 4 massive glowing pools) the mansion had dozens of rooms. There was a party with thousands of people and I was sitting in a couch with a futuristic armor but i got my dick sucked by a Latina and next to me was my former friend record it with a tablet. There were all other kinds of things happening in this dream. Eventually it ended in a massive "Wet Dream" that was an orgy with thousands of people.

2. I had a dream were and thats usually going on when you take control over a dream - a situation that was no way of being real, I was back in Elementary school and we had some class but everyone looked somewhat different (basically how 2021 AI pictures looked) immediately understood i was in a dream and dismanteled the entire setting, the Lucid dream was yet again a fuck org with all my Elementary school, Middle School and Highschool JBs

Funny enough that dream broke up because I woke up at night to drink, but i must have been half asleep still because i gone to bed again and was able to straight up continue the same dreaming - that was the only time I was able to reimagine a whole dream after waking up.

3. There was a dream were I once again was in a situation that couldn't be real life so I took over any turned myself into like this godly being just flying through the cosmos. It was a crazy experience, i was flying from nebula to nebula, planet to planet and all of it felt real. That dream was like an ETERNITY. Like it felt like i lived nearly a whole human life in the cosmos but it was just 7 hours of sleep.

 

[VPSCel]

Lucid Dreaming is just a complete different experience then anything could give you, i am serious its like the ultimate drug, its what is kinda like what the universe was ORIGINALLY designed for - to be like an omnipotent god.

FUUUUUCK I WANNA LUCID DREAM But I can't even cope in fucking dreamland,holy shit it's so over

 

[TheJester]

FUUUUUCK I WANNA LUCID DREAM But I can't even cope in fucking dreamland,holy shit it's so over

The mathematician Srinivasa Ramanujan used Lucid Dreaming to discover some fundamental principals of mathematics.

He once said that an indian godess gave him the Power to discover any mathemafical and physical construct in the universe in his dreams.

He also used his free lucid mind to calculate and proof until then unproven principles.

 

[VPSCel]

he mathematician Srinivasa Ramanujan used Lucid Dreaming to discover some fundamental principals of mathematics.

Literally maths me,holy shit. Now that I think about it,I think I watched a movie about the guy you are talking about. Like his life during college or something. Ah,found it. I watched "The Man Who Knew Infinity". Really good movie

 

[Grodd]

Rigged from conception

Correct

 

[shameless]

Getting out of any online platform's hard, such as getting out of Niggereddit or whatever the fuck, because you visiting that website or place has become a habit, and you can't break a habit, only fulfill it some other way (unless you find out what the "trigger" for the habit is and fuck with that somehow, but if it's an emotional trigger then you obviously can't change it that way). It's really tough honestly, especially depending on the type of website you're trying to break out of. Reddit for example is more like a collection of websites/forums bound under some strict totalitarian rules (aka the entire niggernet in a few years), so your entire activity on the site itself can easily change (e.g. going from checking the front page like a goyim nigger to constantly using VPNs and user agent switchers to make new alts in order to troll, for an extreme example) but the fact of you still using it won't. In order to change, you have to just fuck around, be patient, and just try new things/places/websites until you find one that clicks, and you have to keep doing this every once in a while as old websites/communities/whatever change and get worse or different in an unpleasant way and you just can't use them anymore. Then again, this is becoming harder by the fact that every fucking place on the internet is becoming more shit, though if you're looking to get off the internet and can mess around with trying new hobbies, that might not be such a problem

 

[BlueCore]

Nothing ever happens it was all rigged from the start

 

[PrototypeCel]

I will take a break from .is for a while now, only rarely write because we have spoken about everything the Blackpill contains.

I also want to lower my average daily internet consumption to 3 hours because it REALLY just makes me sick and I doubt the internet can really even Show me something that I havent seen yet.

Also I wish for you guys to get off of Reddit - that shit is not good for you and argubly is the most damaging open web online Plattform.

For myself I was thinking about roping again, even tho I dont feel nearly as depressed as I did between 2019 and early 2024.

A lot has happened in my life and it unfortunately always ended up with me getting cucked. I digested that fact, as much as i digested that I will stay single for more years, possible till death.

Some parts are because I well simply dont look good enough, I am just a LTN, but beyond that I simply got no real status or money and my mentality is just so fundamentally different then from all other humans - even most of you. I am basically just straight insane and I was recently tested tested and just now got the confirmation that I have severe OCD as well.

I cant concentrate on anything really, because its whether because of a missing out on sex and relationship WHICH ARE FUNDAMENTAL NEEDS of a human being and dont let anyone ever tell you they are not, but also because of other circumstances that I already did in many of my other posts https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&sou...IQFnoECBUQAQ&usg=AOvVaw1Cn80nlXV1lL2wCMsmNpGI

I feel much as you a loser even tho I am not even a NEET - its just even wageslaving barely does anything, even with a Bachelor degree, my current job I just dislike. Its annoying really.

I barely think reality can even GIVE me anything anymore, its just too bland, draining, dreadful, demotivatingand due to Lucid Dreaming and my ENORMOUS fantasy I can simply dive into what I really want - Everything.

Some part of my neurodivergency makes that possible and that is something pretty much all other people lack, thats why I feel so Alien - I am simply barely human.

Feel free.


View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R3ipk9ro4R4&pp=ygUJYXZhbGFuY2hl

relate so much to everything you said here
enjoy your break brocel