To be honest, this title is kind of not really the case as my life was ruined years ago but let's turn back time last year in around September.
Here's the story:
Foid: You seem really interesting to me, you had intrigued me with the way you would speak
(Me a desperate retard at the time fell for this stupid trick)
Me: Ok foid, what's your discord so we can talk from there
*Now if you seen interstellar where Matthew McConaughey was banging on the window trying to stop his past self that is how I feel right now*
*now we are on discord*
Foid: If you want to see me you will have to send a photo of yourself!
*sends photo of myself*
Foid: I don't believe that's you, send a video
*I sent a 2 second video of myself but the 2 seconds are edited out from a extremely embarrassing video I made*
*The foid sends her face but deletes it extremely fast so I couldn't even save it in time*
Obviously this had made me extremely fucking angry so I questioned her why.
Foid: I can't trust you, as far as I know you could probably tribute and jerk off to it and show it to your friends
Me: What? why the hell would you think that?! (I was going to print it out and jerk off to it she was right on that one)
Foid: IM A BUSY PERSON *mind u she stands in video games idle and does absolutely nothing*
me: So you are not even going to be my girlfriend and you are trying to make me wait a week for you to send me a photo of yourself?
*she told me we would have to talk for a week to see if she trusts me and I wasn't going to do that*
Obviously I blocked her because that was outright retarded but I didn't say the last part, to be honest I forgot what I said back to her on this part i don't remember.
But I can recall sperging out.
But the thing is I had an attraction to the photo of her she sent me, she wasn't be seen as attractive to most but she had brown hair, glasses, slightly chubby, she was so hot to me I couldn't get her out of my head.
Fast foward a day later this bitch was asking my associates if I was alive and she was talking to me on the game (mind you I was on an alt account) So i was pretending to be a different person.
I end up revealing it was me like a fucking dumbass then this stupid bitch starts cheering "I Found you i found you yay yay yay"
Then she makes me add her back on discord (another mistake from retarded me)
We talk again and here is how it goes.
Foid: I was refreshing news articles because I thought you had killed yourself!
Foid: I want to help you, I helped a guy just like you before and he ended up getting a girlfriend, now i'll help you.
*2 minutes later*
Foid: just stop being an incel.
Now you guys this set me off, it made me so unbelieably angry that she said this genuinely, and I thought to myself well why wouldn't you spread your legs open so I can get the job done you stupid fucking bitch, but obviously I was a high inhib desperate retard at the time so I didn't say that.
Me: Oh I see how it is
Then I blocked the bitch and she says "NO NO NO" because she thinks i'm going to kill myself.
Foid then tries to lecture me after I unblock her and I just had enough, I was done with all of it, I blocked her and stopped talking to her for good.
her affect on my mental state:
I think about her everyday, it drives me insane, you don't understand how badly she's ruined my mind when I first spoke to her my heart was beating so fast, I thought I was finally going to ascend, everyday I think about her, I think about scenario's where I rape or kill her or both.
It's driven me insane, I want to hurt her I want to humiliate and embarrass her she deserves it, she is a fucking cruel whore bastard.
My attraction to her is persistent, I want to rape her and cave her face in at the same time. I want to force myself into her, I want her to cry and sulk in a puddle of her piss and tears, I want to rip and tear her to pieces, I think about what i'd be like to finally get my revenge from the anger and pain she has caused me.
but at the same time, I also fantasize about her being my girlfriend, I fantasize about stalking her, with her my emotions are all over the place.
You can obviously see how she has ruined my mental state.
Here's the story:
Foid: You seem really interesting to me, you had intrigued me with the way you would speak
(Me a desperate retard at the time fell for this stupid trick)
Me: Ok foid, what's your discord so we can talk from there
*Now if you seen interstellar where Matthew McConaughey was banging on the window trying to stop his past self that is how I feel right now*
*now we are on discord*
Foid: If you want to see me you will have to send a photo of yourself!
*sends photo of myself*
Foid: I don't believe that's you, send a video
*I sent a 2 second video of myself but the 2 seconds are edited out from a extremely embarrassing video I made*
*The foid sends her face but deletes it extremely fast so I couldn't even save it in time*
Obviously this had made me extremely fucking angry so I questioned her why.
Foid: I can't trust you, as far as I know you could probably tribute and jerk off to it and show it to your friends
Me: What? why the hell would you think that?! (I was going to print it out and jerk off to it she was right on that one)
Foid: IM A BUSY PERSON *mind u she stands in video games idle and does absolutely nothing*
me: So you are not even going to be my girlfriend and you are trying to make me wait a week for you to send me a photo of yourself?
*she told me we would have to talk for a week to see if she trusts me and I wasn't going to do that*
Obviously I blocked her because that was outright retarded but I didn't say the last part, to be honest I forgot what I said back to her on this part i don't remember.
But I can recall sperging out.
But the thing is I had an attraction to the photo of her she sent me, she wasn't be seen as attractive to most but she had brown hair, glasses, slightly chubby, she was so hot to me I couldn't get her out of my head.
Fast foward a day later this bitch was asking my associates if I was alive and she was talking to me on the game (mind you I was on an alt account) So i was pretending to be a different person.
I end up revealing it was me like a fucking dumbass then this stupid bitch starts cheering "I Found you i found you yay yay yay"
Then she makes me add her back on discord (another mistake from retarded me)
We talk again and here is how it goes.
Foid: I was refreshing news articles because I thought you had killed yourself!
Foid: I want to help you, I helped a guy just like you before and he ended up getting a girlfriend, now i'll help you.
*2 minutes later*
Foid: just stop being an incel.
Now you guys this set me off, it made me so unbelieably angry that she said this genuinely, and I thought to myself well why wouldn't you spread your legs open so I can get the job done you stupid fucking bitch, but obviously I was a high inhib desperate retard at the time so I didn't say that.
Me: Oh I see how it is
Then I blocked the bitch and she says "NO NO NO" because she thinks i'm going to kill myself.
Foid then tries to lecture me after I unblock her and I just had enough, I was done with all of it, I blocked her and stopped talking to her for good.
her affect on my mental state:
I think about her everyday, it drives me insane, you don't understand how badly she's ruined my mind when I first spoke to her my heart was beating so fast, I thought I was finally going to ascend, everyday I think about her, I think about scenario's where I rape or kill her or both.
It's driven me insane, I want to hurt her I want to humiliate and embarrass her she deserves it, she is a fucking cruel whore bastard.
My attraction to her is persistent, I want to rape her and cave her face in at the same time. I want to force myself into her, I want her to cry and sulk in a puddle of her piss and tears, I want to rip and tear her to pieces, I think about what i'd be like to finally get my revenge from the anger and pain she has caused me.
but at the same time, I also fantasize about her being my girlfriend, I fantasize about stalking her, with her my emotions are all over the place.
You can obviously see how she has ruined my mental state.
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