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LastGerman
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Today I had an appointment for a job interview. On the way home, I bought some Asian food in order to cope with it but then it happened. I was pretty close to where I live and then from far away I saw a car and inside of it, the female next door. She is also a couple of years younger than me and yet she owns a decent car and can drive without any effort whatsoever. People here think that I am joking but I swear, I might go crazy because of this shit. I cannot be helped but write about it. I cannot fucking stand it. I actually thought about something which I am not even allowed to talk about here, it is actually that bad. To be honest, I do not know anymore. This is not normal at all. In fact, I think there is really something off with me and my brain.
For example. There was a moment at that job interview which I think happened to me before. I had some intense feeling of a deja vu. Seriously, I might go to some asylum because this is not normal at all. I really do not belong to this system and to this world in general.
Everything feels forced and not even real. This is a joke, my life is a joke and it has to stop.
For example. There was a moment at that job interview which I think happened to me before. I had some intense feeling of a deja vu. Seriously, I might go to some asylum because this is not normal at all. I really do not belong to this system and to this world in general.
Everything feels forced and not even real. This is a joke, my life is a joke and it has to stop.