Inceldom is often correlated with being studious.
I have about 600 books saved as PDFs, and I know a lot about history and politics.
Does that make me less miserable or more powerful? All I know is that it's very difficult, if not impossible, to effect a change in today's society that's favorable to the manosphere.
What am I supposed to do with my knowledge? I'm like a hermit scholar from the Middle Ages. How am I supposed to get ahead in life with these stats where everything is corrupt to the core and it's impossible to reverse the damage caused by feminism?
We're just sitting in front of a computer waiting for the system to collapse.
I no longer feel enthusiasm for almost anything, nor do I feel like I have much left to learn, and I'm not even 30 yet.
This also correlates with an intellectualized personality.
Something has to happen in the next few decades because otherwise I don't know what I'll do until I die.