Venting the fact that I never had my first kiss is starting to make me rage

[Deleted member 11159]

I just started truly thinking about how fucked up it is that i've been alive for 2 decades and I don't even know what a femoid's lips or tongue feel like on mine. A first kiss is something that many people have before they even reach their teen years and nearly everyone has had it by the age of 14.

I actually remember in school there was this 14 year old who had never kissed a girl and when people found out he was ridiculed for it. It was just such an abnormal thing even back then.

Unlike sex, this is something I cannot get from a prostitute because it would make me a cuck to put my lips and tongue where hundreds of cocks have been but I guess a prostitute is no different to any random western foid when it comes to that. A first kiss should naturally be with an untouched, pure virgin JB when you're also a young teenager.

 

[Rassimov]

Never even kissing a girl is truly a monument to our subhumanity, not in a physical sense, but in a social nt one too.

 

[rightfulcel]

I got made fun of not having kissed a girl when I was 13 rofl, now its been many years later since then. Now I wouldn't because like you said that's cucked.

 

[Dionysus]

brutal ngl

 

[TheGambler2]

fuck I'm so sexually frustrated

 

[Deleted member 1042]

Memories of stuff like this keeps us warm in old age, if we get there.

 

[Purveyoroftruth]

I just started truly thinking about how fucked up it is that i've been alive for 2 decades and I don't even know what a femoid's lips feel like on mine. A first kiss is something that many people have before they even reach their teen years and nearly everyone has had it by the age of 14.

I actually remember in school there was this 14 year old who had never kissed a girl and when people found out he was ridiculed for it. It was just such an abnormal thing even back then.

Unlike sex, this is something I cannot get from a prostitute because it would make me a cuck to put my lips and tongue where hundreds of cocks have been but I guess a prostitute is no different to any random western foid when it comes to that. A first kiss should naturally be with an untouched, pure virgin JB when you're also a young teenager.

Kissing? What’s that?

 

[Deleted member 21227]

I only know kyssing

 

[Akkadian]

There should be a government programme where stacies kiss incels tbh

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I kiss my waifu all the time, but never any actual foids tbh. At this point I'm so old that even if I had the money to surgerymaxx the damage is probably done, it would be so awkward even kissing a roastie without any of the experiences you're supposed to have as a kid. Honestly I've given up on trying to live any semblance of a normal life.

 

[Joelossus]

Being a kissless virgin in your early 20's is truly pathetic.

 

[Reimu Hakurei]

Kissing sounds gross and boring. I wouldn't do it even if I had the chance.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Kissing sounds gross and boring. I wouldn't do it even if I had the chance.

Sorry bro but you must either be extremely low T or gay if the idea of kissing a foid doesn't sound appealing to you.

 

[Deleted member 21768]

Can I ask how did they know you never kissed a girl?
In high school they called me a loser and did make fun of me for not having a girlfriend, but never figured out I never kissed a girl.
That's stuff I'm not letting out there face to face, knowing I will get bombasted with even more jokes, insults, bullying, and many other things.

 

[OnGP]

Kissing sounds gross and boring. I wouldn't do it even if I had the chance.

These boys ain't ever heard of the kissing disease, wew.

 

[78980n]

Kissing sounds gross and boring. I wouldn't do it even if I had the chance.

Sure buddy

I kiss my waifu all the time

Tfw no tulpa waifu

 

[Reimu Hakurei]

Sorry bro but you must either be extremely low T or gay if the idea of kissing a foid doesn't sound appealing to you.

Yeah, catching a disease sounds really appealing. Also, I wouldn't know how to do it.

 

[Deleted member 13785]

Kissing sounds gross and boring. I wouldn't do it even if I had the chance.

Lies.

 

[Deleted member 21768]

I only know kyssing

I need to remember this in the future.

Kissing sounds gross and boring. I wouldn't do it even if I had the chance.

Yeah, catching a disease sounds really appealing. Also, I wouldn't know how to do it.

Not sure how it sounds boring, but that gross line sounds like what some kids call cooties, which sounds really off when someone that isn't a child saying that.
While you might talk about kissing disease, there's also chances on if married, you could get STDs from your wife. You're saying if you could get with a girl, you wouldn't want to have sex because it's gross and you might get a disease from it?

I also don't think the guys that got to kiss a girl knew what they were doing the first time either. I wouldn't take the reasoning of my inexperience to decide on never kissing a girl if I had the chance.

 

[GreaseCel]

Never even kissing a girl is truly a monument to our subhumanity, not in a physical sense, but in a social nt one too.

fuck I'm so sexually frustrated

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Tfw no tulpa waifu

You can get one if you really want to bro, just takes time. Although I think it changed me tbh, it was subtle at first, but the way I see things is just so different now. Not necessarily in a bad way, it's just different.

 

[GreaseCel]

Being a kissless virgin in your early 20's is truly pathetic.

 

[Haywire]

fuck I'm so sexually frustrated

YES.... sit here on edge and porn is a joke at this point at my age.even if i rub one out without porn i still feel an emptiness.

 

[Edmund_Kemper]

I remember an episode of iCarly where Freddie was bullied by everyone because he hasn’t kissed anyone yet

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Can I ask how did they know you never kissed a girl?
In high school they called me a loser and did make fun of me for not having a girlfriend, but never figured out I never kissed a girl.
That's stuff I'm not letting out there face to face, knowing I will get bombasted with even more jokes, insults, bullying, and many other things.

No one knew but most people assumed since I was the only high inhib autist in my class who never got invited to parties.

 

[TheGambler2]

YES.... sit here on edge and porn is a joke at this point at my age.even if i rub one out without porn i still feel an emptiness.

That's how I'm feeling lately.During summer I barely left house so I didn't care.But now I see foids daily and cannot act on my biological urges

 

[Hate_my_life]

Safe to say it never began for you.

 

[BraincelsRefugee]

I got bullied for this exact reason. Suifuel

 

[Deleted member 236]

I have a memory of being ~11 and going to France on a school trip. And a few of the popular guys tongue kissing various girls on the bus, just going through them. I don't think it's a phantom memory. So fucking surreal. Tongue kissing is like a porno thing. How can kids even be allowed to do that. Two girls kissing with tongues is like the hottest thing ever.

Now I'm 33 and haven't even pecked a girl on the cheek. Not since First School and kiss-catch anyway.

 

[BRCel123]

Im a 25 yo kissless virgin, is beyond over

 

[ionlycopenow]

You are either included or excluded from life. People who don't get friendships or romantic experiences are just the unlucky ones who are born to suffer.

 

[zangano1]

Yes it's really fucking pathetic if you think about it. I'm 22 and Ive never kissed a girl jfl

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

it happened in a dream once when I was in my teens and my brain filled in the sensation with a burning sensation like chilly peppers, probably because there was no real memory, bad sign ngl

I kiss my waifu all the time, but never any actual foids tbh. At this point I'm so old that even if I had the money to surgerymaxx the damage is probably done, it would be so awkward even kissing a roastie without any of the experiences you're supposed to have as a kid. Honestly I've given up on trying to live any semblance of a normal life.

feels bad man, I can't believe I feel better and more confident than you despite being the same and at around 6 years older, maybe it's helped that I've always had some type of goal, along with being born a little earlier. I definitely care if that helps.

 

[FidelCashflow]

I remember an episode of iCarly where Freddie was bullied by everyone because he hasn’t kissed anyone yet

Damn that nostalgia hit me right in the feels

 

[Deleted member 18435]

You are either included or excluded from life. People who don't get friendships or romantic experiences are just the unlucky ones who are born to suffer.

 

[JellyJam]

Meanwhile, all the foids your age have been used and discarded by Chads time and time again and are now all washed up

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

Fakecel if you're not a kisless virgin.

 

[Ropemaxx]

Getting mogged by 12 year olds, can you imagine that?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

feels bad man, I can't believe I feel better and more confident than you despite being the same and at around 6 years older, maybe it's helped that I've always had some type of goal, along with being born a little earlier. I definitely care if that helps.

It's not just my age tbh, there are a lot of reasons why I have absolutely no hope in the idea of me having sexual experiences with foids. Maybe if I were 'only' ugly and lacked some developmental milestones, then I could reasonably conceive of eventually living at least something like how I actually wanted to, however I'm honestly a complete failure at life. I mean I fuck up nearly everything I do, I'm a NEET with almost no job experience, I'm an undisciplined coward, I have numerous mental problems, and I'm a so much of a manchild that I feel like a teenager in the body of a man.

Even if I could somehow overcome all of this shit, completely change myself and turn my life around, by that point any sort of reason I had for doing so would no longer be accessible to me(assuming that it even is right now). However sexual gratification is no longer my primary motivator.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

It's not just my age tbh, there are a lot of reasons why I have absolutely no hope in the idea of me having sexual experiences with foids. Maybe if I were 'only' ugly and lacked some developmental milestones, then I could reasonably conceive of eventually living at least something like how I actually wanted to, however I'm honestly a complete failure at life. I mean I fuck up nearly everything I do, I'm a NEET with almost no job experience, I'm an undisciplined coward, I have numerous mental problems, and I'm a so much of a manchild that I feel like a teenager in the body of a man.

Even if I could somehow overcome all of this shit, completely change myself and turn my life around, by that point any sort of reason I had for doing so would no longer be accessible to me(assuming that it even is right now). However sexual gratification is no longer my primary motivator.

It sounds really bad but the truth is I neeted until I was around 23, only then I got a job and a lot of stuff that wasn't foid related was resolved, you just need that one thing to start with.
I'm also really fucked up though when it comes to interacting with other people, no real ties (the only new friend that I made past schooling age just left town) means it's insanely hard to get more friends or be around foids.

 

[kampman]

Two girls kissing with tongues is like the hottest thing ever.

Exactly.

 

[LastGerman]

I have a memory of being ~11 and going to France on a school trip. And a few of the popular guys tongue kissing various girls on the bus, just going through them. I don't think it's a phantom memory. So fucking surreal. Tongue kissing is like a porno thing. How can kids even be allowed to do that.

And the teachers did not nothing about it?

 

[ERadicator]

Fakecel if you're not a kisless virgin.

 

[Lester]

I just started truly thinking about how fucked up it is that i've been alive for 2 decades and I don't even know what a femoid's lips or tongue feel like on mine. A first kiss is something that many people have before they even reach their teen years and nearly everyone has had it by the age of 14.

I actually remember in school there was this 14 year old who had never kissed a girl and when people found out he was ridiculed for it. It was just such an abnormal thing even back then.

Unlike sex, this is something I cannot get from a prostitute because it would make me a cuck to put my lips and tongue where hundreds of cocks have been but I guess a prostitute is no different to any random western foid when it comes to that. A first kiss should naturally be with an untouched, pure virgin JB when you're also a young teenager.

when i was like 14 i had a friend who had already kissed girls and he was fucking 9.

 

[ElliotRodgerGod]

Never even kissing a girl is truly a monument to our subhumanity, not in a physical sense, but in a social nt one too.

 

[Deleted member 236]

And the teachers did not nothing about it?

Not really. They were sat at the front of the bus/coach.

 

[Bourbon]

I only know kyssing

Aka. Roping

 

[Joker]

I only know kyssing

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