I was in high school, grade 11, but was unaware of my incel status. I was on r9k but not fully blackpilled or selfaware. I went out for lunch as usual. We had 1 hour lunch break and open campus so I usually would eat alone in my car or drive to get fastfood. I went to a Japanese sushi place because it was Friday and figured I'd foodcope that day. I sat down, alone at a table and ordered. Seated about two tables next to me was a table of 4 gigastacies, looked to be my age or a grade younger. The entire time the roasties are loud and annoyingly laughing. I kept seeing them looking over to me occasionally.
Some time passes and I see one of them walk over to my table and she sits right across from me. She tells me her name and I see her friends all laughing and smirking and then she asks for my name. I tell her my middle name because I don't like using my real name with strangers. She started laughing and didn't say anything else and walked back to her table. I hear all of them giggling and laughing even more, I could only assume it was me because I was some werido kid eating alone in a restaurant. I paid the bill shortly later and fucked off.
God damn I was shaking in my car once I got in and felt like crying, But yeah, that was the exact moment I entered inceldom and started exploring the blackpill.
Some time passes and I see one of them walk over to my table and she sits right across from me. She tells me her name and I see her friends all laughing and smirking and then she asks for my name. I tell her my middle name because I don't like using my real name with strangers. She started laughing and didn't say anything else and walked back to her table. I hear all of them giggling and laughing even more, I could only assume it was me because I was some werido kid eating alone in a restaurant. I paid the bill shortly later and fucked off.
God damn I was shaking in my car once I got in and felt like crying, But yeah, that was the exact moment I entered inceldom and started exploring the blackpill.
