I do my hair, I shower, I use deodorant and aftershave to smell nice, my clothes are clean, my nails are perfectly trimmed, I'm not obese, I do everything to look like a decent human being, yet I constantly get these disgusted looks from females.
Everytime a female gets a glance at me, I can see how her face turns from normal/happy to "eww"/sad for a second.
It's subtle, but when you are aware, you can clearly see it.
There were times when I said to myself, that this can't be true, that it has to be my imagination.
But I've been noticing it for years now, constantly. It never stops. I just noticed it again when a girl walked past me.
I wish it was all in my head, but everytime I'm about to forget that I'm ugly, some foid in public gets a glance at me and I can see that familiar look again.
It's a nightmare. It fucks up your self-esteem so bad.
I know many of you know the disgusted looks. They're not just my imagination.
Everytime a female gets a glance at me, I can see how her face turns from normal/happy to "eww"/sad for a second.
It's subtle, but when you are aware, you can clearly see it.
There were times when I said to myself, that this can't be true, that it has to be my imagination.
But I've been noticing it for years now, constantly. It never stops. I just noticed it again when a girl walked past me.
I wish it was all in my head, but everytime I'm about to forget that I'm ugly, some foid in public gets a glance at me and I can see that familiar look again.
It's a nightmare. It fucks up your self-esteem so bad.
I know many of you know the disgusted looks. They're not just my imagination.
