Okay, now that you've finally been truly dickpilled (that 10 inches don't exist) I now know you're not deluded or a lost cause. Indeed, women do want big dicks. But once they get a big dick, they realize that the idea of getting dicked down by a big dick is better than the reality of it. Most women just want to brag about having had a big dick. Also, there is a difference between "big" and "huge." I think you are talking about "huge" dicks like 7,5+ inches and not just statistically big, which starts after the average... so in the western world, that'd be 5.6" or bigger but I don't think 5.6" or 5.7" or 5.9" or 6.1" are "big dicks." But that's just my opinion.