I came across a katana toy I had in my office when I was a manager many years ago, and I found out while cleaning out some things in my room ever since I left that job
I bring this up because it brought back the reason for all of this, the reason I truly lost all forms of hope, love, and care toward women, and why I fully accepted the blackpill.
A few years ago I was promoted to a new location for a higher position in my past work, and I was promoted as a manager. I was given a staff that had worked previously for the old manager, and it just so happened the secretary was a woman who was a year or so younger than me.
I thought nothing of this, and mostly was excited I would have other people to interact with, as in my previous position I was alone and managing everything by myself.
However, it turns out this woman was a cosplayer and a twitter normie, and she was disgusted by me and my presence right from the beginning.
She would complain daily to the CEO how I was not fit for the position, even though I had more experience, and ignored any forms of friendly conversation i tried to me, due to my mannerisms that put her off.
However, once day I thought it would be nice to put my toy katana near her desk, but not on it, and I put it in the morning and left.
I came in to my office later in the day, and she mostly ignored it, and was actually upset by it. At the end of her shift, she had moved it back on my desk, and disinected the area I had put it on that was near her.
She eventually left her position later on due to me, but the fact of the matter is, this woman, who was near my age and who I thought I could be a normie around and maybe even date, was SO REPULSED by my personality, mannerisms, and EVERYTHING, that it was not worth the money and position anymore
I hate my life, and since this day I've quit that job due to this pain it's caused, and I have shunned myself away from society. This is what modern day women are doing to us.
I'm so tired of my life guys. I want to die
I bring this up because it brought back the reason for all of this, the reason I truly lost all forms of hope, love, and care toward women, and why I fully accepted the blackpill.
A few years ago I was promoted to a new location for a higher position in my past work, and I was promoted as a manager. I was given a staff that had worked previously for the old manager, and it just so happened the secretary was a woman who was a year or so younger than me.
I thought nothing of this, and mostly was excited I would have other people to interact with, as in my previous position I was alone and managing everything by myself.
However, it turns out this woman was a cosplayer and a twitter normie, and she was disgusted by me and my presence right from the beginning.
She would complain daily to the CEO how I was not fit for the position, even though I had more experience, and ignored any forms of friendly conversation i tried to me, due to my mannerisms that put her off.
However, once day I thought it would be nice to put my toy katana near her desk, but not on it, and I put it in the morning and left.
I came in to my office later in the day, and she mostly ignored it, and was actually upset by it. At the end of her shift, she had moved it back on my desk, and disinected the area I had put it on that was near her.
She eventually left her position later on due to me, but the fact of the matter is, this woman, who was near my age and who I thought I could be a normie around and maybe even date, was SO REPULSED by my personality, mannerisms, and EVERYTHING, that it was not worth the money and position anymore
I hate my life, and since this day I've quit that job due to this pain it's caused, and I have shunned myself away from society. This is what modern day women are doing to us.
I'm so tired of my life guys. I want to die
