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Serious The burden of being stupid

Fazz35

Fazz35

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I can't learn anything, not even the simplest things. I can't remember anything. School was hell for me, all the people in my class were smarter than me, they immediately understood the concepts and instead I had to bang my head all day with my father who shouted and insulted me because I couldn't understand. For this and other reasons I was bullied and I finished school by pure miracle, they gave me a diploma from a private school. I couldn't go to university because of these problems. Years later, I signed up for a two-year course to enter the working world. During the theory lessons I sucked, all my classmates thought I was retarded, no one wanted to work on projects with me, in fact some of them told me that if I could do it everyone could do it. I was and always have been the last wheel of the wagon. Towards the end of the course, they made me do a 6 month internship and I couldn't do anything. The office manager told me that I was useless and my colleagues constantly scolded me because I always asked for help since I didn't understand the concepts and I always forgot what they explained to me and the various tasks to be carried out which I couldn't carry out quickly because I was very slow and I got tired after a short time. At the end of the internship they refused to give me the contract and therefore sent me home. I've never even received a paycheck in my life, I'm too stupid to be able to do a job. Now I'm doing other interviews with other companies and temporary agencies but they understand that I'm inept and they always reject me. I'm desperate because I need a job and I can't find it, I have no money. I'm amazed at how much my genetics suck, both physically and mentally. I don't deserve to live, I'm human waste. I deserve to be killed and thrown in the trash. I'm sorry to say this but I really am a useless person.
 
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Relatable :feelsbadman: I've always struggled with understanding even the simplest concepts or instructions. And no matter how hard I try to study and memorise something, I forget everything. My parents always thought that I was lazy but I'm just very retarded. I struggle to read even just one page of a book. Because of this, bullying, and other problems, I dropped out of school two years early.
 
I can only remember the bad memories.
 
Start doing nootropics and lsd now if you want a chance at life. See if you live in a moldy home or if you're being exposed to heavy metals anyhow.
 
Have you tried receiving benefits for your condition?
 
Start doing nootropics and lsd now if you want a chance at life. See if you live in a moldy home or if you're being exposed to heavy metals anyhow.
I wanted to try taking LSD but I'm undecided...I'm afraid something bad will happen
 
I can't learn anything, not even the simplest things. I can't remember anything. School was hell for me, all the people in my class were smarter than me, they immediately understood the concepts and instead I had to bang my head all day with my father who shouted and insulted me because I couldn't understand. For this and other reasons I was bullied and I finished school by pure miracle, they gave me a diploma from a private school. I couldn't go to university because of these problems. Years later, I signed up for a two-year course to enter the working world. During the theory lessons I sucked, all my classmates thought I was retarded, no one wanted to work on projects with me, in fact some of them told me that if I could do it everyone could do it. I was and always have been the last wheel of the wagon. Towards the end of the course, they made me do a 6 month internship and I couldn't do anything. The office manager told me that I was useless and my colleagues constantly scolded me because I always asked for help since I didn't understand the concepts and I always forgot what they explained to me and the various tasks to be carried out which I couldn't carry out quickly because I was very slow and I got tired after a short time. At the end of the internship they refused to give me the contract and therefore sent me home. I've never even received a paycheck in my life, I'm too stupid to be able to do a job. Now I'm doing other interviews with other companies and temporary agencies but they understand that I'm inept and they always reject me. I'm desperate because I need a job and I can't find it, I have no money. I'm amazed at how much my genetics suck, both physically and mentally. I don't deserve to live, I'm human waste. I deserve to be killed and thrown in the trash. I'm sorry to say this but I really am a useless person.
I'm also low IQ. I took a test when i was a teenager but it's not like i needed it to see that i'm slow. I stopped school at 12 + shitty upbringing so there might be environmental reasons too. But then i still managed to learn a language completely on my own or to be more articulate than normies pretty often :feelskek: i know i'm kinda dumb but life continues. You can still do fun things and are not a full fledged retard. Tbh i had the same existential crisis you have when i was younger. But never had to suffer the consequences of it in a competitive context like school so yeah that's brutal.
 
Yes, I was unable to obtain any disability pension or reserved job placements
Yeah I know that feel all too well. So much for being a first world country with social security nets, turns out that was a fucking lie.
 
Start doing nootropics and lsd now if you want a chance at life. See if you live in a moldy home or if you're being exposed to heavy metals anyhow.
 
I wish i was in your place, im the opposite not trying to brag but all of my connections came from my smarts i would help them with exams and assignments even foids wanted to be in my assignment group which i only did one time learned the hard way to not do it again. I would say embrace being stupid and go with the flow nothing is really good or bad its just how we react to it brocel just flow fuck everything
 

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