NSFW The blackpill has completely obliterated me

[4everDark]

02/01/2025





When I got blackpilled it feels like a part of me died that night. I have no energy or motivation to do anything and all I think about is the blackpill and other incels. It feels like I’ve been chained in a small room and forgotten, basically I’m alive, but my body is dead. I’m completely alone in life and don’t have any friends or family around me and I don’t need any. It’s my 4th year now of living with the blackpill and it looks like my life will remain this way 4ever. It makes me sad knowing most blackpillers including me will die kiss less forgotten virgins. Normies and women think the blackpill is a joke and make fun of us for being incels. Most of them don’t understand our lives are complete hell and how we struggle just to get through the day. Everyday we hope we’re going to meet some cute foid who will come into our life and give us what we’re looking for. You got to realize if you’re under 6ft, not a htn, chad or chad light its completely over for you. Nowadays women have this super inflated standard, any men under 6ft, ltn, mtn no matter his skills or education is considered ugly. Women don’t want to be approached or have anything to do with you, even your own family and parents could hate you.





My depression, OCD and bipolar 1 have gotten worse. I wash my hands so much that my skin cracks and I need to superglue those cuts because my hands won’t heal if I don’t. Everyday I wake up and immediately the blackpill and all this shit comes to mind. That’s why I spend the entire day in my room listening to loud music with my earbuds on and doing whatever to forget it. I fall asleep by watching porn completely on mute because that’s relaxing and it helps me get those sex dreams. The only time I’m not suffering is when I’m asleep, I’ve never dreamed about the blackpill or been called an incel in a dream. I stopped wearing my retainer because women don’t care if you have nice teeth when your face is ugly. When I wake up I usually find the phone right next to me stuck on what I’ve been watching.

4everDark​

Below are some photos of my hands and current living situation to show how bad things are (ignore the holes that's a whole different story).

 

[4everDark]

 

[Light Yagami]

This man is doing a doxxing speed run

 

[Negroid Berber]

I will read later
from quickly looking at the images and the text I am in a similar situation but I rather live with the blackpill than to be a bluepilled betabux for a 30 yo single mother and get my sloppy seconds and sex once every 3 years

 

[Cincel]

The dangers of getting BP'd older are this kind of shit. The younger the better.
Sorry man

 

[Light Yagami]

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The dangers of getting BP'd older are this kind of shit. The younger the better.
Sorry man

He doesn't even look bad. He just needs to style his hair or potentially get a hair transplant and he will look extremely similar to Rudy Cooper from dexter.

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Why do you clean you hands then

 

[Doesitmatter?]

He doesn't even look bad. He just needs to style his hair or potentially get a hair transplant and he will look extremely similar to Rudy Cooper from dexter.

Doesn't matter bro below 5'10 it's irredeemable

 

[4everDark]

He doesn't even look bad. He just needs to style his hair or potentially get a hair transplant and he will look extremely similar to Rudy Cooper from dexter.

Have you read my story? https://incels.is/threads/i-had-an-absolutely-terrible-experience-with-a-foid.706220/#post-16758343

 

[Negroid Berber]

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The dangers of getting BP'd older are this kind of shit. The younger the better.
Sorry man

looks doable to slay virgins in 3rd world ethnic countries with those looks if that's your thing OP @4everDark
thoughts on SEAmaxxing or is it not your thing?

 

[Cincel]

He doesn't even look bad. He just needs to style his hair or potentially get a hair transplant and he will look extremely similar to Rudy Cooper from dexter.

This dude mogs me to hell and back, seeing guys like him struggling is why I stopped tryin tbh

I am a sorta of 3/10
Maybe when you know its totally over you cannot be more depressed actually

 

[Light Yagami]

This dude mogs me to hell and back, seeing guys like him struggling is why I stopped tryin tbh

I am a sorta of 3/10
Maybe when you know its totally over you cannot be more depressed actually

Yea I have absolutely zero shot if this dude cannot at least get a 4/10 Becky. I seriously think this website will soon pick up on popularity due to the sheer amount of future incels that will join because of insane female standards.

 

[Cincel]

looks doable to slay virgins in 3rd world ethnic countries with those looks if that's your thing OP @4everDark
thoughts on SEAmaxxing or is it not your thing?

On tacoland he would be a 6 or 7 with some arragments
@4everDark you could be slaying latina HTB on here dude, you are white so you mog average shitskin

 

[Light Yagami]

Have you read my story? https://incels.is/threads/i-had-an-absolutely-terrible-experience-with-a-foid.706220/#post-16758343

Saved

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Thiumaxxing

 

[Light Yagami]

On tacoland he would be a 6 or 7 with some arragments
@4everDark you could be slaying latina HTB on here dude, you are white so you mog average shitskin

Easily a 7 in tacoland if he stylemaxxes his hair

 

[Sgtpinkie]

the blackpill is a cell we can never escape from. Trust me, I tried to escape… but the blackpill always gets its disciple back in place. You become hyper aware… you traded knowledge for living ignorant and in comfort.

 

[Negroid Berber]

Have you read my story? https://incels.is/threads/i-had-an-absolutely-terrible-experience-with-a-foid.706220/#post-16758343

ok I just read that
Just DELETE the foid out of your mind
just snap gone
why do you have to be obsessed with that used up whore?
stop LDARing and get a stable job and fuck a JBW chinklet, I assure you won't have problems

 

[HotDogCel]

If that's you in the pfp, you should leave this forum

 

[Cincel]

Yea I have absolutely zero shot if this dude cannot at least get a 4/10 Becky. I seriously think this website will soon pick up on popularity due to the sheer amount of future incels that will join because of insane female standards.

Also IT lurkers, I have seen guys who claim to be "short" or average at 6ft jfl

Foids are shit no doubts but some guys are too dumb and imo they are letting themselves to lose on medium difficulty.

Try to be a manlet, skinshit, ethnic, ugly and autistic inkwell in a society who praises white men as latinas ape brain desires... it's ovER

 

[Negroid Berber]

Yea I have absolutely zero shot if this dude cannot at least get a 4/10 Becky.

I can see him struggling with white foids but he can slay chinks and ethnics fine but he mentioned having bipolar problems so I can see that being a problem

 

[Negroid Berber]

If that's you in the pfp, you should leave this forum

he's a mentalcel

 

[Light Yagami]

I can see him struggling with white foids but he can slay chinks and ethnics fine but he mentioned having bipolar problems so I can see that being a problem

Only if they're not located in the west. Ethnic chicks raised in the west have very similar standards to white women (maybe a tad bit lower).

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Yea I have absolutely zero shot if this dude cannot at least get a 4/10 Becky. I seriously think this website will soon pick up on popularity due to the sheer amount of future incels that will join because of insane female standards.

I hate that perfectly normal looking guys like OP struggle this much. Like wtf, it shows how horrible things are for men anymore. This guy should be able to easily get a 4/10 Becky.

Women are counting way too many men out of the dating market and this will have drastic societal consequences as these men get depressed and stop putting into society. After all, it’s average and below average men who do all the jobs that keep society going and women don’t realize this and think they only need chads.

 

[Cincel]

Easily a 7 in tacoland if he stylemaxxes his hair

Indeed

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Only if they're not located in the west. Ethnic chicks raised in the west have very similar standards to white women (maybe a tad bit lower).

This, ethnic foids here think they are hot shit. Just as picky basically as white women. But OP could probably slay in Asia or something. But that takes a lot of money to travel and also requires uprooting your entire life, which not everyone can do. All in all, it’s absolutely ridiculous things are so bad here that we even have to consider geomaxxing instead of being able to get a woman on our looks level in our own country

 

[Negroid Berber]

Why do you clean you hands then

Obsessive–compulsive disorder - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[fullofchagrin]

mogger face

get on finasteride + minoxidil because your hair is receding

 

[Light Yagami]

This, ethnic foids here think they are hot shit. Just as picky basically as white women. But OP could probably slay in Asia or something. But that takes a lot of money to travel and also requires uprooting your entire life, which not everyone can do. All in all, it’s absolutely ridiculous things are so bad here that we even have to consider geomaxxing instead of being able to get a woman on our looks level in our own country

Boomers would think you were doing a comedy sketch if you were to explain to them the dating dynamics in 2025 back in 1980 or something lol.

 

[HotDogCel]

he's a mentalcel

 

[The Abyss]

You need E45 or that working hands cream stuff to heal those cracks.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Boomers would think you were doing a comedy sketch if you were to explain to them the dating dynamics in 2025 back in 1980 or something lol.

I know, because my mother is a boomer basically and she thinks I’m full of shit when I tell her how bad it is. She tells me to just go talk to women, as if they aren’t entitled cunts who will treat you like shit or call the cops on you just for approaching them

 

[wereq]

It feels like I’ve been chained in a small room and forgotten, basically I’m alive, but my body is dead.

So like this?

current living situation to show how bad things are

I love your space.

Below are some photos of my hands

Mogs me.

 

[4everDark]

So like this?
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I love your space.

Mogs me.

exactly like that

 

[wereq]

exactly like that

 

[TheJester]

Clean your shit up and get a system ready.

Forget about women and try to just live.

A little order and hygiene would help you already.

 

[SubhumanGamer]

nigga wash some dishes

 

[TheJester]

Yeah the others are right MTN with HTN potential.

 

[4everDark]

This man is doing a doxxing speed run

They will never dox me

 

[Light Yagami]

They will never dox me

Yea, hope that's the case but you never know man

 

[WeirdPanda]

My dude you need to treat your problems as fast as possible... Black pill is just gonna make them worse, ur not incel like i said my teacher looked exactly like you and he got married young

Don't waste it man, please

 

[4everDark]

Clean your shit up and get a system ready.

Forget about women and try to just live.

A little order and hygiene would help you already.

Yes my goal is to put my apartment back together and forget about women.

 

[PureImagination]

Your house has a lot of potential, it’s a privilege to live in such a big house alone

 

[TheJester]

Yes my goal is to put my apartment back together and forget about women.

Also quit porn and then try nofap.

Others will tell you its cope but it actually is pretty good for your health.

 

[Fed Link]

I seriously think you would have a successful ascension in sea countries

 

[ezio6]

U richer than most of 80% of human population in this world. And this is how u act? What a crybaby, u house mog me, u a whitecel wtf

 

[AnApparentMyth]

Not the worst I have ever seen, straight up. I think he could ascend if he jbw and potentially seamaxes

 

[stranger]

He doesn't even look bad. He just needs to style his hair or potentially get a hair transplant and he will look extremely similar to Rudy Cooper from dexter.

think a good amount of this forum are on this guys level looks wise. It really goes to show how bad hypergamy has gotten.

You do need to clean up that room though. I can’t get behind living in what looks like a meth lab. It’s a privilege to have a house like that.

However I think what kills you the most is your OCD.

 

[4everDark]

Your house has a lot of potential, it’s a privilege to live in such a big house alone

I always hated living here, I’m thinking of going geomaxxing and moving to somewhere in Europe.

 

[4everDark]

I seriously think you would have a successful ascension in sea countries

Not the worst I have ever seen, straight up. I think he could ascend if he jbw and potentially seamaxes

No, sea isn’t my thing, I like Europe and Russia.