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the dangers of skinwalking as a normie? that the blackpill will RAPE you in such a raw and savage way that it's almost forcing you to grab the rope.
as I said in some previous posts in living life as a "normie" or trying to, this is a living experiment more than a coping mechanism so basically I'm a lab rat for myself.
some of the most common normie activities are parties in clubs, well, today I was in one, as a member of a social circle, and as someone who is actually getting success in my professional life, and even trying to help others (like a good cuck) I started to talk with one of the new girls in the circle.
she's a doctor, very smart, "nerdy looking" short cute etc etc, we talk for hours before going to the club and we have a lot in common, I talk to her (and maybe show off a little) about the stuff in working in, projects, contacts, etc, she seems to be interested, she starts being more physically affective, I'm actually thinking that somehow finally after YEARS this shit is giving me results, after all the suffering and pain, I can make it TONIGHT.
WEELLLLL
Suddenly she's typing to other guy, the one who told her to join our professional social circle, she never met him before today by the way it was all online chitchat, less than 15 messages, suddenly she starts acting nervous, the guy is obviously very good looking and whiter.
suddenly he comes in, and she doesn't give a flying fuck about anything anymore, she actually leaves her seat to be next to him, and I realized that the shitshow was just starting, the blackpill ALWAYS COMES BACK TO COLLECT.
Then we go to the club, as soon as we put a single foot she wants to dance now, she's drinking and she's grabbing him by the hand, she tells him to dance with her, and in my cucked position I tell her "but we were supposed to have a drink first" and she says DONT WORRY IT'LL BE JUST FIVE MINUTES.
Needless to say they danced for half an hour, he was groping her ass and tits the whole time and she was kissing him.
they aren't even a couple by the way.
after all that shit she comes back and tells me OK NOW LETS HAVE A DRINK.
Me, as a fucking cuck, say YES, we drink and talk for 2 minutes until she literally leaves the table and joins him again in a corner, kisses him, then grabs her clothes and leaves with him, she doesn't even say goodbye.
right now they're probably still fucking like animals, I had to talk about a dozen of interesting stuff, not bullshit, even telling her that I could get her a very good job if she wants to be part of our project etc.
But Chad opens the door and 3 hours later he's fucking her, he barely even talked to her.
life is a joke, the blackpill ALWAYS returns, there's no release, no redemption.
you can actually put the work and yet nothing means shit, you will never get the girl, not even a 5/10, never.
as I said in some previous posts in living life as a "normie" or trying to, this is a living experiment more than a coping mechanism so basically I'm a lab rat for myself.
some of the most common normie activities are parties in clubs, well, today I was in one, as a member of a social circle, and as someone who is actually getting success in my professional life, and even trying to help others (like a good cuck) I started to talk with one of the new girls in the circle.
she's a doctor, very smart, "nerdy looking" short cute etc etc, we talk for hours before going to the club and we have a lot in common, I talk to her (and maybe show off a little) about the stuff in working in, projects, contacts, etc, she seems to be interested, she starts being more physically affective, I'm actually thinking that somehow finally after YEARS this shit is giving me results, after all the suffering and pain, I can make it TONIGHT.
WEELLLLL
Suddenly she's typing to other guy, the one who told her to join our professional social circle, she never met him before today by the way it was all online chitchat, less than 15 messages, suddenly she starts acting nervous, the guy is obviously very good looking and whiter.
suddenly he comes in, and she doesn't give a flying fuck about anything anymore, she actually leaves her seat to be next to him, and I realized that the shitshow was just starting, the blackpill ALWAYS COMES BACK TO COLLECT.
Then we go to the club, as soon as we put a single foot she wants to dance now, she's drinking and she's grabbing him by the hand, she tells him to dance with her, and in my cucked position I tell her "but we were supposed to have a drink first" and she says DONT WORRY IT'LL BE JUST FIVE MINUTES.
Needless to say they danced for half an hour, he was groping her ass and tits the whole time and she was kissing him.
they aren't even a couple by the way.
after all that shit she comes back and tells me OK NOW LETS HAVE A DRINK.
Me, as a fucking cuck, say YES, we drink and talk for 2 minutes until she literally leaves the table and joins him again in a corner, kisses him, then grabs her clothes and leaves with him, she doesn't even say goodbye.
right now they're probably still fucking like animals, I had to talk about a dozen of interesting stuff, not bullshit, even telling her that I could get her a very good job if she wants to be part of our project etc.
But Chad opens the door and 3 hours later he's fucking her, he barely even talked to her.
life is a joke, the blackpill ALWAYS returns, there's no release, no redemption.
you can actually put the work and yet nothing means shit, you will never get the girl, not even a 5/10, never.
