The active feeling of sexual frustration is very strange

[Limitcel]

Sometimes I watch pornography even though I don't masturbate, just to activate this feeling of sexual frustration that is almost like physical
For a moment my mind goes blank with the idea that I would like to stop being a virgin and now but then I realize that this is impossible and this collapse is very sudden and brutal

 

[HONKLER JESTERMAXER]

Cuck fetish

 

[Limitcel]

Cuck fetish

It's not really sexual, it's emotional, I'm well aware of that

 

[Dogg27]

I did this too in the past, watching porn just for the sake of it. But then I felt bad for wasting away my precious time. Just masturbate man and go on with your daily stuff. Don't arouse yourself sexually on purpose.

 

[dead.ahead]

Sometimes I watch pornography even though I don't masturbate, just to activate this feeling of sexual frustration that is almost like physical
For a moment my mind goes blank with the idea that I would like to stop being a virgin and now but then I realize that this is impossible and this collapse is very sudden and brutal

Just wait until you start feeling sexual jealousy every time you watch porn. It single mindedly made fapping 100x more difficult for me. I instantly think something like: “I will never have this. Even if it’s fake and staged; I will never have even this.” And it goes on and on… I got desperate and started using hentai because real porn is too brutal for me. At least in those hentais you can cope with the fact that their dicks are purposefully made bigger or hoes are sluttier since it’s just hentai. Until you see it in real life and the mental nosedive starts all over again.

There is nothing I despise more than cuckolding or feeling emasculated. I cannot fap when I feel jealous of someone. And as my depression gets worse I’ll probably find it harder and harder to jack off even to those chink comics… brutal.

 

[decafincel]

When the good guys win, porn will be banned regardless of every man gets a foid or not

 

[Dogg27]

Just wait until you start feeling sexual jealousy every time you watch porn. It single mindedly made fapping 100x more difficult for me. I instantly think something like: “I will never have this. Even if it’s fake and staged; I will never have even this.” And it goes on and on… I got desperate and started using hentai because real porn is too brutal for me. At least in those hentais you can cope with the fact that their dicks are purposefully made bigger or hoes are sluttier since it’s just hentai. Until you see it in real life and the mental nosedive starts all over again.

There is nothing I despise more than cuckolding or feeling emasculated. I cannot fap when I feel jealous of someone. And as my depression gets worse I’ll probably find it harder and harder to jack off even to those chink comics… brutal.

That's why you end up accepting cuckoldry and developing a cuckold fetish. Things will be so much easier from then on. Cuckoldry teaches humility to us. Every man is born with pride and hubris inside him. Then he slowly starts to realize how things work and that basically every male is a cuck. You can't win if you are born male. The only thing to do is accept your fate and enjoy what you can while you can.

 

[dead.ahead]

That's why you end up accepting cuckoldry and developing a cuckold fetish. Things will be so much easier from then on. Cuckoldry teaches humility to us. Every man is born with pride and hubris inside him. Then he slowly starts to realize how things work and that basically every male is a cuck. You can't win if you are born male. The only thing to do is accept your fate and enjoy what you can while you can.

I’d rather blow my brains out than ever accept being a cuck or accept my fate as a loveless man. I’d rather pointlessly struggle until I go mad and jump off a bridge than ever, EVER let go and settle for something so dehumanizing, toxic and evil like cuckolding. I have PTSD from reading netorare. Reading - not masturbating to it. I never found it arousing. Before you ask why I read it in the first place; read it for the blackpills in it.

All it did was wreck me so hard I was a paranoid schizoid piece of shit for half a year. I was like a looney, literally anything anime related triggered a panic attack in me. I barely got over it. I was suicidal the whole time. On and off the suicide ideation train, constantly. I think I almost went along with killing myself like three different times because of netorare. Cuckolding is evil. It ruins you.

How in the world can you possibly enjoy it?!

 

[Dogg27]

I’d rather blow my brains out than ever accept being a cuck or accept my fate as a loveless man. I’d rather pointlessly struggle until I go mad and jump off a bridge than ever, EVER let go and settle for something so dehumanizing, toxic and evil like cuckolding. I have PTSD from reading netorare. Reading - not masturbating to it. I never found it arousing. Before you ask why I read it in the first place; read it for the blackpills in it.

All it did was wreck me so hard I was a paranoid schizoid piece of shit for half a year. I was like a looney, literally anything anime related triggered a panic attack in me. I barely got over it. I was suicidal the whole time. On and off the suicide ideation train, constantly. I think I almost went along with killing myself like three different times because of netorare. Cuckolding is evil. It ruins you.

How in the world can you possibly enjoy it?!

You still think highly of females if cuckolding bothers you. I don't have any expectations towards them anymore and so I can find cuckoldry to be amusing and even funny. Every male is a cuck by nature, we just all deny it. I literally message cucked several Chads, what I mean is that I flirted with their wives online. Even Chad isn't free from this law of nature. One whore got my messages while she started to have sex with her bf and almost got busted because she didn't know where to hide her phone Me, the dirty subhuman ugly poor mentalcel fat basement-dweller cuckolding Chad (even if it was just online nonsense). Clown world. Clown society. Clown life. Don't take things too seriously.

 

[dead.ahead]

You still think highly of females if cuckolding bothers you. I don't have any expectations towards them anymore and so I can find cuckoldry to be amusing and even funny. Every male is a cuck by nature, we just all deny it. I literally message cucked several Chads, what I mean is that I flirted with their wives online. Even Chad isn't free from this law of nature. One whore got my messages while she started to have sex with her bf and almost got busted because she didn't know where to hide her phone Me, the dirty subhuman ugly poor mentalcel fat basement-dweller cuckolding Chad (even if it was just online nonsense). Clown world. Clown society. Clown life. Don't take things too seriously.

That is very depressing to read. God I hate women so much. Why?! Why would she even consider doing something so ridiculous?! I understand that women are literal children mentally but… Jesus. This is so retarded that I just refuse to acknowledge that this sort of behavior is possible in humans. Why are women so stupid? I’d never cheat on my partner unless I knew she wasn’t loyal. So id always cheat on her…

I hate women but I also wish I was chad. It’s just that im very sensitive and vulnerable to this. My poor heart cannot stand the idea of being cheated on, aka even hypothetically losing a fake, imaginary girlfriend to someone else. I don’t doubt it that im severely mentally ill because of it, but honestly I don’t even care anymore.

I was always somewhat of a hopeless romantic, it was much worse before black pill. I think im the only person who’d never cheat on their partner if I knew they’d never cheat on me too. Of course this is all pure hypotheticals… I’ll never get laid anyway. It’s pointless but I have to think about something since I’ve started raw dogging my inceldom. I’ve stopped coping. It’s all meaningless anyway. Might as well traumatize myself until it pushes me over the edge. What else is there to look forward to in this shit life? I want to depart soon.

 

[Emba]

Floppy titties are fascinating!

 

[Dogg27]

That is very depressing to read. God I hate women so much. Why?! Why would she even consider doing something so ridiculous?! I understand that women are literal children mentally but… Jesus. This is so retarded that I just refuse to acknowledge that this sort of behavior is possible in humans. Why are women so stupid? I’d never cheat on my partner unless I knew she wasn’t loyal. So id always cheat on her…

I hate women but I also wish I was chad. It’s just that im very sensitive and vulnerable to this. My poor heart cannot stand the idea of being cheated on, aka even hypothetically losing a fake, imaginary girlfriend to someone else. I don’t doubt it that im severely mentally ill because of it, but honestly I don’t even care anymore.

I was always somewhat of a hopeless romantic, it was much worse before black pill. I think im the only person who’d never cheat on their partner if I knew they’d never cheat on me too. Of course this is all pure hypotheticals… I’ll never get laid anyway. It’s pointless but I have to think about something since I’ve started raw dogging my inceldom. I’ve stopped coping. It’s all meaningless anyway. Might as well traumatize myself until it pushes me over the edge. What else is there to look forward to in this shit life? I want to depart soon.

I guess it will make you feel even worse but I'll tell more about the story anyway: she was living with Chad bf who spent all his time wagecucking to support her and her children from a previous relationship. She wasn't even good looking, btw. She started reading my messages and supposedly she couldn't resist writing back to me, she said she knew it was morally wrong of her to text with another guy behind her bf's back but she couldn't help it. I heard this countless times from married women or women in a relationship who message flirted with me: 'I can't help it! tehe' So after the bf came home and had sex with the slut he went to sleep because of wagecucking he was tired as hell. She waited until he slept and then she messaged me. And basically all day too because she only worked part time and was home most of the time. Imagine wagecucking so hard to support some ugly foid with children that aren't even your own while she "repays" you with this, whore-texting with random dudes on Facebook.
How old are you, btw? Usually youngcels have problems with cuckoldry the most. As people age they simply accept that foids can't be trusted and just go on with life.

 

[dead.ahead]

I guess it will make you feel even worse but I'll tell more about the story anyway: she was living with Chad bf who spent all his time wagecucking to support her and her children from a previous relationship. She wasn't even good looking, btw. She started reading my messages and supposedly she couldn't resist writing back to me, she said she knew it was morally wrong of her to text with another guy behind her bf's back but she couldn't help it. I heard this countless times from married women or women in a relationship who message flirted with me: 'I can't help it! tehe' So after the bf came home and had sex with the slut he went to sleep because of wagecucking he was tired as hell. She waited until he slept and then she messaged me. And basically all day too because she only worked part time and was home most of the time. Imagine wagecucking so hard to support some ugly foid with children that aren't even your own while she "repays" you with this, whore-texting with random dudes on Facebook.
How old are you, btw? Usually youngcels have problems with cuckoldry the most. As people age they simply accept that foids can't be trusted and just go on with life.

Turning 21 this year. The more I read this thread the more I realize how ridiculous this whole planet is. I'd rather die than bow down to this vile shit. I don't want to accept even 1% of it. If I ever consider accepting cuckoldry I'm putting a bullet in my head... for real man. This is insane.

 

[Dogg27]

Turning 21 this year. The more I read this thread the more I realize how ridiculous this whole planet is. I'd rather die than bow down to this vile shit. I don't want to accept even 1% of it. If I ever consider accepting cuckoldry I'm putting a bullet in my head... for real man. This is insane.

I was also depressed by the whole thing when I was your age. Then I took the cuckpill and everything made sense. One day you cuck someone, the next day he cucks you. We are born to cuck each other endlessly while foids laugh at us.

 

[dead.ahead]

I was also depressed by the whole thing when I was your age. Then I took the cuckpill and everything made sense. One day you cuck someone, the next day he cucks you. We are born to cuck each other endlessly while foids laugh at us.

I’m not like you.