4 years ago we were having Thanksgiving at my house. I looked out the kitchen window at random, and I saw one of these neighbor boys hugging his girlfriend in the street. It was absolutely horrible, and a sight that has stayed with me. And I have really made no progress from this point, as I am still completely alone.
Now this boy had 2 other brothers and they were all very jock-like, aggressive boys, always had girls around them, while I never had anything. Once my father said about them: they're such good upstanding boys. This was deeply ironic of a statement, because clearly they were having sex with all these girls, yet he was always very strict about "sexual purity" (religion term), and imprinted this upon me (in other words, he saw my inceldom as a good thing—I never had a chance).
I didn't hear him say this, but my mother related it to me—in fact, as she told me, she actually called him out on that irony. Though not always, I have found my mother far more understanding than my father with regards to my inceldom. This is one of the reasons I don't believe all women are bad, but I am also aware that many people did not have good experiences with either of their parents. But the problem is that my father would always side with outsiders over me (even if it caused strange contradictions as described here), and typically my mother never did this. So that is what shaped my views on this matter.
Now this boy had 2 other brothers and they were all very jock-like, aggressive boys, always had girls around them, while I never had anything. Once my father said about them: they're such good upstanding boys. This was deeply ironic of a statement, because clearly they were having sex with all these girls, yet he was always very strict about "sexual purity" (religion term), and imprinted this upon me (in other words, he saw my inceldom as a good thing—I never had a chance).
I didn't hear him say this, but my mother related it to me—in fact, as she told me, she actually called him out on that irony. Though not always, I have found my mother far more understanding than my father with regards to my inceldom. This is one of the reasons I don't believe all women are bad, but I am also aware that many people did not have good experiences with either of their parents. But the problem is that my father would always side with outsiders over me (even if it caused strange contradictions as described here), and typically my mother never did this. So that is what shaped my views on this matter.
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