Never since highschool I was so humiliated in a classroom, for some dumb reason, most likely bad sight + similar hair, my teacher at the university confused me with a chadlite a couple of times, some people laughed, some made fun of the chadlite and he got offended obviously, but the worst part was some femoids that looked with total disgust to me and talked in loud voice about how ugly I am and how much the teacher was wrong.
I was paralyzed, as if a hole were consuming me inside and I couldn't do anything to stop it, mainly because I was judged as if I was something without any consciousness and emotion, as if I were not human for them. If that had only occurred on this day I could handle it,, but now it has become a recurring joke for the whole class and these femoids are always making some comment about it, criticizing my appearance, again as if I was not there but ensuring that I am listening.
My will is to tear their eyes out so they will never look at me like that again, cut their tongues and make them eat it so when they try to say another word without success they'll know the price it can have. But I'll probably give up on this class, I can not go through this 30 vs. 1 situation again.
I was paralyzed, as if a hole were consuming me inside and I couldn't do anything to stop it, mainly because I was judged as if I was something without any consciousness and emotion, as if I were not human for them. If that had only occurred on this day I could handle it,, but now it has become a recurring joke for the whole class and these femoids are always making some comment about it, criticizing my appearance, again as if I was not there but ensuring that I am listening.
My will is to tear their eyes out so they will never look at me like that again, cut their tongues and make them eat it so when they try to say another word without success they'll know the price it can have. But I'll probably give up on this class, I can not go through this 30 vs. 1 situation again.
