Reize
Your Pianocel, Free Song Compositions PM me
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Yeah...
Sometimes i like to take the keyboard out somewhere in a concurred place like the Capus's main plaza.
Conect it to a nearby power outlet and play whatever music i like to.
Sometimes i play videogame music, or salsa, even anime intros whenever someone with an anime backpack passes nearby. When they get the refference they look at me, then sometimes they smile or get excited.
It makes me feel validated in some way but still when seldomly a little croud of 4-5 people come near to hear, i dont really feel that i am conected to them in some way that is not music. It's like i could only get validated that way because in a conversation i would'nt be so talkative, i tend to be very specific with my awnsers and sometimes it can sound rude.
But that changes nothing, Im still an Incel, how does it work? what do i have to say or do in order to take advantage of this?
Or am i just coping and it's over for pianocels like me?
tl;dr I like playing music to others, i feel validated but when in a conversation, i would be low iquish high inhib
Is any hope for musiciancels or It's just a cope and everything is over?
Sometimes i like to take the keyboard out somewhere in a concurred place like the Capus's main plaza.
Conect it to a nearby power outlet and play whatever music i like to.
Sometimes i play videogame music, or salsa, even anime intros whenever someone with an anime backpack passes nearby. When they get the refference they look at me, then sometimes they smile or get excited.
It makes me feel validated in some way but still when seldomly a little croud of 4-5 people come near to hear, i dont really feel that i am conected to them in some way that is not music. It's like i could only get validated that way because in a conversation i would'nt be so talkative, i tend to be very specific with my awnsers and sometimes it can sound rude.
But that changes nothing, Im still an Incel, how does it work? what do i have to say or do in order to take advantage of this?
Or am i just coping and it's over for pianocels like me?
tl;dr I like playing music to others, i feel validated but when in a conversation, i would be low iquish high inhib
Is any hope for musiciancels or It's just a cope and everything is over?