So my college had this Christmas event thing last night, and guess who I went with? My two "friends" who, of course, both brought their girlfriends. I basically third-wheeled the entire time, like some clown. They spent the night snuggled up during the movie while I sat there pretending to care about the plot.
It was like I was watching a live-action rom-com where everyone gets a happy ending except me. No one even noticed I was there— was just part of the furniture. Watching them whisper and laugh while I stared blankly at the screen was peak humiliation.
The whole thing just reinforced how rigged everything is. Normies take this stuff for granted while we're out here getting crumbs. Why even try when every social situation reminds you that you'll never be enough?
It was like I was watching a live-action rom-com where everyone gets a happy ending except me. No one even noticed I was there— was just part of the furniture. Watching them whisper and laugh while I stared blankly at the screen was peak humiliation.
The whole thing just reinforced how rigged everything is. Normies take this stuff for granted while we're out here getting crumbs. Why even try when every social situation reminds you that you'll never be enough?
