First time posting something just wanting to vent on how unfair my life has been, From my father leaving me when I was 2. My retarded mom marrying my abusive step-father. I have no memory of most of my childhood that was filled with physical abuse and verbal by my shitty mom and her sub-5 husband. I was never good enough and never had control of my life even as a teen they would force me to shave my head and beat me if I did something they didn’t like. I don’t want to drag it but I lived in an unstable household which really fucked me. I’m now 20 years old with no friends and never had a GF, I mean I never had an actual conversation with a girl.
